Thursday, December 11, 2008

Julai 2009 Yang Dinantikan

I was on leave yesterday. Went to DEMC for check up with Dr Zamri. Dr has scanned me and confirmed that my pregnancy is now 2 months or 8 weeks. The expected date for due date is on 22 July 2009. Im so happy, so do my hubby. He was too excited when he saw the heartbeat of little fetus in my womb and he was spontaneously asked the dr, where's another one, makes the Dr laughing loudly. Yes, genetically I have twin siblings and twin nephews and my hubby thought that we will get twins too hahaha.

Nevertheles, as Dr said, it is still in early stage and I need to be very careful, tak boleh jalan laju2, tak boleh lasak2, no intimate activities for a while ahhahhh hehehe, tak boleh cuci2..waaa so happy to hear that hehe..but sometimes , kalau dok saja kat rumah pun boringkan, kenala buat kerja2 yg ringan2..

Semoga Allah mempermudahkan urusan kami sekeluarga, please pray for us and thank u very much atas segala doa2 kalian..I really appreciate it.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Terima Kasih dan Maafkan Aku

Di saat aku menghadapi antara hari2 dan saat2 yang paling sukar di dalam hidupku, kau hadir membantu dengan sedaya upaya mu tanpa mengira waktu..

Di saat aku memerlukan seseorang untuk meluahkan dan bertanyakan pendapat, kau tak pernah gagal menghadirkan diri

Di saat aku kesedihan dan kecewa kerana sesuatu, atau ingin berkongsi kegembiraan kerna mengecapi sesuatu kemanisan, kau juga ada disitu

Doamu dan segala usaha mu untuk kebaikan dan kesejahteraan diriku tidak pernah putus2 sejak detik itu

Aku tau, aku sedar dan aku amat menghargai segala galanya, cuma mungkin cara aku menghargai semua itu tidak seperti yang kau harapkan

Maka itu, teman, maafkan aku kiranya caraku amat melukakan mu, dan terima kasih atas segala galanya..Mengenalimu adalah satu dpd perkara yang terindah dalam hidupku..

Monday, December 1, 2008

Andainya Aku pergi Dulu Sebelummu

Ahad, at home lepaking with hubby di kamar beradu astakona (mende tu)

Me : Abang, abang rasa bahagia tak?

Hubby : aah ( biasa a dengan nadanya yg sungguh tak romantika di amor hehe)

Me : Abang, cakapla bahagia ke tak?

Hubby : Ya , Bahagia ( sambil senyum memandang aku)

Me : (Terdiam few minutes) Abang, banyak dah kan yg kita go thru, sepanjang kita kahwin..sampaikan kita hampir2 kehilangan satu sama lain

Hubby : Aah

Me : Abang, nanti kalau ada rezeki kita untuk baby ni, masa bersalin, kalau ayang meninggal, abang tlg sedekahkan mengaji sumer ya, ayang banyak dosa..

Hubby : ....diam...sudenly aku rasa katil bergoyang...Ya Allah, my hubby is crying teresak - esak..sth yg very2 rare..the last time he cried when his father died..

Me : Hugged him with love and said, dah la bang, ayang cakap je la..( secara spontan rasa sayang , terharu dan bahagia meresapi jiwa.mmm )

Andainya aku pergi dulu sebelummu...Janganlah kau bersedih hati
Andainya aku tiada lagi di sisimu...Janganlah kau memencil diri
Bayangkanlah masa-masa bahagia..Semasa engkau dan aku
Bermesra di langit biru..Di waktu kasih berpadu

Friday, November 28, 2008

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

Akhirnya, last weeked , aku disahkan hamil about 4-5 weeks.

Friday Night(21 Nov 2008) - 1st pregnancy test using Clear Blue..the result was positive
mengigil seluruh badan tapi masih tak puas hati , discussed with hubby and decided that we need to do the pregnancy test at clinic

Saturday ( 22 November 2008) -

8.30 a.m. arrived at Klinik Anis Sek 2 (Panel Klinik), done the urine test and Dr said there's a 2nd line appear shows, meaning that Im pregnant..tapi the 2nd line was not very clear so need to come again after a week and do the scanning

10 a.m. after breakfast, still unsatisfy whether it's true that Im pregnant or not, both my hubby and I went to see Dr Zamri at DEMC to get his consultation/ views. Dr Zamri staright away scan my tummy, and yes it is confirmed that Im pregnant..Alhamdulillah..and Dr required for me to come after Raya haji to determine usia kandungan and due date..

dlm keta , dlm perjalanan pulang..both of us terdiam..dan secara tiba2 I was cried, sayu, terharu, sayu sgt rasanya...inilah kebesaran Allah..after almost 6 years we have been waiting and to the extend that keghairahan aku to conceive menurun coz I was give up, Allah gives us this baby..

I was cried and cried, not because I sad but because Im too happy and never think that I will get this chance..this is a miracle and great gifts from Allah though I have done many things wrong

Alhamdulillah dan semoga Allah mepermudahkan segala urusan kami..pada kawan2 yg mendoakan, terima kasih tak terhingga..

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Coffee, Copy ?

Aku la ni yg tengah tensi tensi tetiba teringat kesedapan meminum ice blended coffee kat Starbucks last month ( br 1st time daa pi Starbucks sepanjang hayat ni with hubby)..reason we went there sbb dpt complimentary voucher from HSBC maa..free kan pi je la..

aku teringat kisah aku pasal coffee ni

Date : in 2003 ( br setahun jagung in my orgn)
Situation : in my office, entertained visitors from Bank of Maldives ke Mauritius that came for a study visits
Watak2 Utama: aku, my colleague kak bon and my boss en g...and 3 visitors abang2 neg...

the main briefing is handled by my boss, im waiting for my turn next..so aku ni yg takd aapa apa pengalaman jadilah nervousnya kepalang..rasa nak terkenc...pun ada waduss and start cakap sorang2 dlm hati sbb ketakutan sgt ngeh ngeh

tetiba my boss called my name and said, Mas, please make a copy of this for him , please ..aku? my sponatneous reaction was sambey ckp ok, yes, aku pi tuang coffe ke dalam cawan mamat2 3 ekor tu ....tteiba aku rasa sumer org pandang kat aku..then kak bon sounds aku. phootstat la doc tu

hah! baru aku perasan ..hahaha aku tengok boss aku nak gelak tapi dia kesian tgk muka aku pucat dia cover je la..aku plak.aduhaii merah muka menahan malu ..

lessons learnt...apa apa pun, 1st do not panic ..dek kerana terlampau panic, coffe ngan copy pun aku tak leh nak differentiate..

sabo je la kan

Rahsia Besar

i dunno why..lately one by one people around me came and see me and wanted to share with me their rahsia besar..and automatically when they classified it as rahsia besar, that means i cant tell anybody and have to think about it wow! such a big deal for me..

and more and more people around me come and see me , asking me to give a view n solution for them..

and rite now, after so many rahsia besar, im sorry i cant take it anymore..coz once i know people around me are suffering, having a problem I will start think, deep thinking sampaikan tgh2 malam aku boleh terjaga ..aterr pening kepala teman memikiorkannya..

to those yg dah informed me earlier, apa yg mas mampu fikirkan, itulah yg terbaik yg mampu mas beri dan harap terimalah seadanya..

to those yg nak mengimformkan to me, mas minta maaf ya, kepala dah berat sgt ni...

aku teringat lagi kakak aku dok tarik aku ckp kat aku, ayang, tlg simpan tau ni rahsia besar, my reaction? sponatneously aku lari wakaka

hmmm yg aku tak tahan lagi tu..yg akan jadik mangsa kena picit2 kepala aku yg pening memikiorkan masalah teman2 ialah cik abang kat rmh hehehe..

Monday, November 17, 2008

Serupa Tapi Tak Sama


This morning, around 9.40 a.m., aku yg terlewat masuk office 5 minutes dengan kelam kabutnya dipanngil and my boss asked me to give a briefing and a physical tour to our visitors from other countries.

aku pun ngan confidentnya, bla bla bla..sampai 1 section aku ckp la, as a ...., we do collect the annual reports and relevant publications from other central banks in the world. tetiba one of the mr tanya, doyou also collect ours? yes yes, aku dengan muka confident sotong capai la this publication..here sir..this is ur bank AR



sekali, one of the Mr tergeleng2 sambil mencapai another publication adn said, no not that one, this is the one, this is ours..



erk..penddengaran aku td boss aku ckp depa ni from pakistan..lorr rupa rupanya..bangladesh..wadusss,apakah aku ini main hantam karomo saje..tengok features muka serupa tapi rupanya tak sama hahaha..aku tahan je gelak..maaf la ya mr mr visitors..









Friday, November 14, 2008

Back to School

After all the upset, sadness and frustration week at d office, I received the offer letter for me to go back to school, Alhamdulillah..rasa syukur sesangat and terubat hati dan semangat ni rasanya..

I'm required to register on 13 Dec 2008 and I'll be doing the Masters of Knowledge Management. If everything is ok, I'll start my class by end of Dec ..that means I can only go for short holiday only..few things to be prepared:

  • To buy stationaries ( For pencil case, I already got present from my niece..she brought me a nice pink karer Liz Clairbone pencil case from US..woww wiee hehe)
  • To inform n seek approval from my DD and M to change my flexi hours from 8-5 only coz my class will start at 6.30 p.m. for 3-4 days per week
  • To buy new clothes n necessary accessories..kasi semangat maa mau pi kelas
  • To buy school bag
  • A pair of new school shoes perharps..erk

Apa - apa pun I feel happy , excited and a bit worried whether I'm able to cater all of the responsibilities or not, home, work, school, family..hmmm kasi ana phening la haha..another thing, aku ni dah 6 years ++ tak baca buku2 ilmiah dan kerja2 menelaah ni..mmm boleh ke aku study ni ...layannnn

For friends and bloggers yg singgah2 sini yg bagi Mas support and advice about my frustration tu, terima kasih banyak2 ya..semoga Tuhan mempermudahkan urusan kalian

Alhamdulillah and to Abang, thank u very much for everything, despite of all things that we've been thru all this while, we're still together..

"You were my strength when I was weak, You were my voice when I couldn't speak, You were my eyes when I couldn't see, You saw the best there was in me, Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, You gave me faith 'coz you believed, I'm everything I am, Because you loved me .."

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Kekhilafan Diri

Aku memang rasa down sangat the whole week..puncanya? Kerana perasaan amarahku terhadap seseorang di office ku ( Miss A) & juga action taken by our superior (Mr B)..

Kenapa aku marah?
  • Miss A suka main fakta atau auta
  • Exaggerate ala ala Tamil film
  • Depan cakap A, bekakang cakap C...Z

Kenapa aku tak puas hati?

  • Miss A telah membuat aduan kepada Mr B tanpa pengetahuanku, dan apabila aku telah mengetahuinya accidentally melalui Mr B, aku marah sebab Mr B seharusnya memanggil both of us (aku dan Miss A) to clarify things...and give both of us opportunity to explain and so on..
  • Statement made by Miss A about our support staff, boleh mengakibatkan our relationship and teamwork jadi hancuss. All this while b4 Miss A came to our dept, everything is ok, kalau ada pun cuma gaduh2 kecil dan settle
  • How can Miss A expect me to respect her when she didnt have that attitude towards me and others, all this while she has been yelled at me for 4-5 times and this time bila aku tak tahan aku raise over kan volume aku sket, she claimed i shouted at her and the whole dept can hear..exaggerate, that's the accurate word.

Aku yang tak pernah marah atau mengamuk at d office for 6 years, I've been here, jadi lost control and get so angry on that day..air yg tenang jangan disangka takda buaya..and please dont take me for granted, I know Im nobody compared to Miss A and Mr B that have been in this orgn for 20 years ++, but hey I do have my own dignity and I also have feelings too..

My feelings rite now?

Aku masih rasa down sangat2, maybe ini semua berpunca dr aku sendiri, gagal mengawal kemarahan, dan mungkin juga ini dugaan untuk aku yg telah banyak berdosa..hmmm Allah nak tunjukkan aku sesuatu mungkin, it's a signs from him..ya setelah aku renung renungkan , ini semua berpunca dr kekhilafan diri aku..Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan menempuhi semua ini..dan ampunilah segala dosa dosa ku..

Dan disaat saat begini, terasa betapa berharganya seseorang yg bernama suami kepadaku ..after all I realize he's ths ource of my strength too..

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Hidden Talent

Monday , 3 Nov 2008 - after work,since my hubby is still away, called my sis in law and ajak her merayap2 at Shah Alam..she, as usual, pantang diajak, menjadi aje..

Fetched sis in law at Giant sek 13, reached SACC at 6.45 p.m. and parked my car there. Strait away went to PKNS. Pusing punya pusing, SIL try2 baju at the booth G floor, mcm2 baju, name it kurung, kebaya , pahang, riau suma ade..tak cantik jerkk kat body dia.

since she keep mentioned she needs a nice kurung or kebaya for her graduation day soon, bring her to my fav baju kuurng shop - Four H Design, I like..she tried one kebaya..waa so nice fit at her body..dia dah jadik tak keruan..

cek2 price RM 259, dia dah lemah je, so melihat kemurungan dia,bermulalah sesi tawar menawar:

me - Kak, mahalnya 259..bape boleh kurang ni? 200 boleh kak?

akak kedai- tak leh dik 200 tak untung , jahitan ngan cutting kami ni elok, cantik kain dia pun cantik..

me - alaa kak, kata sale, mana nya , saya ni selalu dah mai sini kak, ni saya bawak customer baru plak, akak ipar saya ni..kurang la lagi kak

akak kedai- k la, abis kurang akak bagi 220 ..tu pun dah kira sale ni

me - erkk, menjadi gak tawar menawar ni hehe (dalam hati maa)..then, alaa kak, saya ni dah 2 tahun lebih dah dtg kedai akak , since dr kedai lama lagi ..saya sllau tempah , beli baju kurung riau ngan kurung pahang kat sini, asal raya je saya dtg sini, kasi 200 dah la kak..

akak kedai- tak leh dik, jangan camtu, kita kat sini jual yg elok je tau, kualiti 220 tu dah sale dah tu kalau tak, tak dapatnya..

(meanwhile my akak ipar sepatah pun tak berdetik wakakka, muka terkebil2 je, walla bukannya nak support statement mengong aku wakakaka)

me - kak, boleh ah kak, 200 saya ni kak apa apa pun tudung haritu sumer saya beli ka sini, kan kak kann kann sambey memandang akak yg lagi sorang ..akka tu pun terangguk angguk, ya tau dik ..

akak kedai- ok la 2oo dah tak leh kurang dah..

me - yezza , bestnya kak, 200 camni la best, nanti akak ipar saya ni datang lagi slalu2 dia ni kaki membeli gak, saya pun akan terus membeli kat sini hehe..and sis in law pun terlompat keriangan

terus my sis in law nak ambik sepasang lagi wakkaka..so finally aku tawar2 lagi, 2 pasang 390 , so cost saving:

1st nego - 259 - 220
2nd nego - 220 - 200
3rd nego - 390 for 2 pairs

** cost saving of RM 128 from the original price..yezza

ngeh ngeh ngeh..tak kusangka , now i know, i have that talent to persuade people and dlm bidang tawar menawar hehehe..I think this has validated my theory that my nego skills has been improved tremendously after I managed to nego for the cost saving of my company amounting of RM 100K++ hehe...so aku tak la SS kann

puas hati cukup puas hati with my hidden talent and especially dapat makes my sis in law happy hehehe

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Beautiful Saturday

  • Settle all the chores by 9 a.m., woke hubby up, get ready and by 10 a.m. we are ready for our date today .

  • 1st thing - Bought McD's burgers at KD, then straight away to Cineleisure Mutiara Damansara. Plan to watch any interesting movie by 11 a.m. Im more interesting to watch the lite2 one, as usual hubby will go for citer2 seram or action movie..well he's the boss we watched "The Coffin" a Thai's horror movie.

The Coffin's Synopsis

  • It is inspired by a controversial but real Thai ritual where thousands of people turn up at a temple north-east of Thailand to lie in coffins because they believe this rids them of bad luck and prolong life.

  • Chris (hensem sungguh mamat ni, nama apa lupa lak aku nak tanya), goes through the ritual to save his dying fiancee, Mariko. Sue, a nutritionist from Hong Kong visits Thailand and does the same to save herself from cancer, one week before her wedding.

  • After that, both of them experience what appear to be miracles. To Chris' delight, Mariko awakes from her coma.. Sue not only survives a car accident,, but also finds out that her cancer is gone.

  • However, strange and frightening things start to happen. Chris and Mariko are haunted by a woman in white, and her baby. Sue's fiancee, Jack dies suddenly in a car accident but spirit still lingers around her.

  • With the help of a professor specialising in paranormal cases related to the ritual, they set out to exorcise the ghosts haunting them and reverse the wheel of Karma.


My 2 cents review on d movie

  • Aku suka tengok scene yg cantik dia awal2 citer tu when the hundreds / thusands of coffins area arranged in a circle around the gigantic buddha before the ritual..seram and yet it was a beautiful scenery

  • Citer ni memang agak seram gak..and there is a time where u dah lie down tapi tetiba fuhhh nak gugur jantung den ..

  • Pengajaran yg paling bermakna ialah, hidup di dunia ni memang Tuhan dah tentukan peraturannya dan kita sbg manusia harus terima dan jangan cuba2 nak mengubah ketentuan dan aturan Si Pencipta..it's about the tale of living and dying

  • Out of 5, I give 3 and half stars for this movie..tak rasa rugi la pi terpacak pepagi buta kat the Curve tu..nak kata bestt sgt marvellous tu tak la
After watched d movie, we went for a lunch at Muhibbah Seafood Restaurant, TTDI..sedap gak..
Then, aku blm rasa nak balik lagi..hubby tanya nak pi mana ni..aku dlm hati berdoa..tak mo balik rmh lagi hehe..tetiba dia kata nak kena pi KL jap phuhh..take the opportunity to umpan him with abang, kat medan mara tu kan ada reflexeology yg org2 buta tu..kata lenguh2 kaki dah terlanjur ke KL jom ah pi situ ..dia terus agreed..

psstt yg benarnya aku nak pi buat facial kat medan mara tu..aku dah usha baik punya yesterday masa temankan si amoi tempah baju kebaya merahnya mak ngah dia tu..lessons learnt, in any negotiations, always go for a win-win situation for both parties hehe..so ended up by hubby went for his reflexeology and myself yummy yummy for a shiokkk facial treatment..yezza..ya it's a beautiful saturday with hubby ..before hb OS for another 3-4 days uwaaaa..bila pk pk balik,so sapa yg terrer negotiation skills ni me or my hubby wakaka..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Johol at GMaps

I was searching on d net, a map from my office to SB yesterday morn. Need 2 go there for an appointment. A bit worried since Im not familiar with SB area, kang silap2 ada yg masuk tol SB terus balik Somban, tak ke haru :):):)

Initially, a bit frustrated as when I enter the keyword for that area map, the result is just so-so.
Then, start to ask my colleague AA, how can i get a better result, i need sth like "a map guide for dummies" book series hehe..I told him I've done the keyword search advanced search and also tried to use Wikimapia, still couldnt get what I want

AA strait away go to Google Maps, key in the keyword..pop! there it goes, finally I get what I need. simple and easy to understand. Things I like most about the Google Maps - we can getthe directions under "Get Directions" fucntion- Just from where (A) to where(B) .This function will tell you step by step how to get there from point A-B..sesuai sangat untuk aku yg kabur jalan ni hehe.

Then, got excited, try to search from my home Shah Alam to... taraaa the place that I love most, place that can cure my pain and sadness, Johol city, yes Johol is my hometown. This is the place for me to escape from chaos in my life..dunno why maybe mcm pepatah org tua2, tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang..

Didnt realize I was so excited when I found Johol in the G Map and start say it loudly, haa my kampung ada kat the net..till one of the kakak at my office came kak JO and asked me kat mana tu mas yg ur kampung appear , hehe..kecoh je kan aku ni

Tambah best lagi bila si AA edited the map and add in Kampung Tumang Johol in the map and make it searchable, waduss bestnyaa..tak caya cuba la search kampung Tumang in the Gmaps, erkk kampung u all ada ke dalam Gmaps ni hehe..

I remebered there's one song on Kampungku last time it was played on the radio and TV . antara bait- bait lirik lagu itu:

Kampungku Sudah Berjaya, Ada Jentera, Ada Kereta Proton Saga, Sawah Padi Menguning ..lalala ( during that time the benchmark for a successful Kampung is when the villagers are able to have Proton Saga yek hehe)

Ended up with no need to go to SB , the appointment was in TT..settle.

Truly Kampung Girl,

Mas

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Belum, Sudah dan Kurang Cocok!

I've received this in my mailbox...meh kita ketawa ramai2 k..

Tajuk : Sesi Temuduga di Indonesia

Pada suatu hari sebuah syarikat daripada Malaysia telah mengadakan temuduga terbuka di Indonesia untuk beberapa kekosongan jawatan kerani..

TEMUDUGA 1

Penemuduga: selamat datang..nama dan umurnya??
lydia kandau: selamat pak !! nama saya lydia dan umur saya baru 18 tahun pak.
Penemuduga: baru 18 tahun ?? muda bangat tu..apa kamu sudah kahwin??
lydia kandau: waduh-waduh !! belum lagi pak...
Penemuduga:kenapa ???
lydia kandau: belum ada yang cocok pak....

TEMUDUGA 2

Yayuk Basuki: Slamat pagi pak..
penemuduga : pagi, sila duduk ...nama dan umur..
yayuk basuki: nama saya yayuk pak ..umurnya baru 24 pak..
penemuduga: baru 24....mmm muda lagi tu ..apa kamu sudah kahwin???
yayuk basuki:sudah pak....sudah ada yang cocok...

TEMUDUGA 3

penemuduga: sila duduk..
melly: terima kasih pak.....
penemuduga:nama dan umur..
melly: panggil saja saya melly ..umur saya ...umur saya baru 30 pak..
penemuduga: apa kamu sudah berkahwin melly???
melly: kahwin?? saya baru lepas bercerai pak... saya janda kiranya pak...
penemuduga: janda??? wah kok sudah bercerai.. kenapa???
melly : kurang cocok pak..............

nota:
perbezaan budaya dan bahasa(terserah kepada anda untuk interpretasi)

Miang2 Keladi at Tupai2

Once finished the moderation session for our subordinates at PJ this morning, myself , NH, Connie, MZ and AA straight away decided to take lunch outside ( hajat di hati kami nak menuju ke Bangsar) since Jalan bangsar tu jem nya bumper to bumper, we changed the venue n straight away go to Restoran Tupai2 dekat2 ngan Jalan Istana.

Bila dah ramai2 , naik plak bas kilang tu wakakaka, dengan driver nya ala ala Schumacher ( female version) waduss, terjerit2 aku ngan Connie dibuatnya..Kaum2 pakcik je maintain cool , kaum2 adik manis sumer suspen except for the cik adik manis driver yg cute tu...

Kami mmg enjoy sakan, bkn senang dapat lunch together2 ni sumer LLB katakan..Look Like Bz ngeh ngeh ngeh..makanan sedap, tempat pun best, cool, dapat plak si Cik abang MZ ckp dia nak blanja..wow! hehe yezza bertambah sengehlah kitaorg..

B4 2 p.m. nak naik bas kilang balik back to d office, Si amoi (yg baru 2nd time dtg sini) tanya aku, Mas look at that , apa itu "Miang2 keladi Haa?" erkk aku ngan slamba jawab ..org yg gatal..amoi tu gelak sakan..mmm payah gak yek nak carik exact words, accurate meaning nak translate mende ni rupanya..aku ingat aku tau sumer tapi aku rasa betui la tu kot..yg aku tau Miang2 Keladi ni tu je la ..org yg gatai especially lelaki yg nampak ppuan dahi licin n seksi..erkk betui ke ?? hehe




Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Go Holiday...

2-3 hari ni aku maleh betui nak wat keja2 kat office ..rasa malas yg amat sgt2 ..I wish I can just take leave, go back home and zzzzzz..

bila aku malas2 ni aku pun start ah browse tempat2 yg best untuk bercuti ..lagipun we're moving towards end of year rite, a suitable time to go for holiday..

mm dah lama tak pi bercuti..latest pun aku pi KK, Sabah with hubby last May 2008, for our 5th anniversary..

aku nak book company's resort ni, system hang plak ..waduss potong stim je..nak pi mana yek..dlm kepala aku mmg nak pi Kuala Trengganu, lama sgt dah tak pi..from tganu leh pi Kelantan kan..best gak layan shopping tudung bawal ngan batik2 ni..

aku usha gak website Air Asia ni..Bali best ke? aku mmg nak pi..hubby aku plak kata tak mo kang kena bom katanya, waduss..abis camna yg aku ni adventurous, yg cik abang ni suka wat seram sejuk suspen..nak pi mana yek best, Phuket ke? My idea of great holiday are:

  • Massage and Spa Treatment - In a very cheap2 price lorr
  • Food - Kalau boleh nak yg pedas2 and seafood mcm Thai's food ke
  • Pasir , Pantai dan Pulau..hmm that would be nice esp bila tengok sunset..merenung ke arah laut boleh membuatkan aku terbuai2 ..perghh romantik maa
  • Shopping - Haa ni pun best gak, tapi sllaunya kalau pi bercuti shopping ni is the last in my list lerr

mmm , looking from my ideal great holiday above, aku nak sambung lagi usha suitable place for us..nak wat proposal kat boss..of course, as usual kena tgk our schedule n budget maa..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Mabuk at KLCC

Saturday Morning, hubby takda, woke up early in d morning, cuci sana cuci sini, waduss ya i know it's a weekly routine..but then still tired maa..hmm camna la yek wanita2 yg ada anak ramai tu, salute sungguh aku kat depa..


about 10.30 a.m., aku baru je nak merehatkan diri selepas rasa mcm nak patah pinggang jadik maid jap, tetiba my friend si akak bon called plak, ajak aku teman ke KLCC katanya..mintak aku drive sb dia tak reti jalan ayoo, aku ckp maleh ah, sebabnya , aku ni tak shopping kat KLCC, aku paling2 pun kat Sogo, Subang Parade, JJ hehe koman kan aku ni ..cian..dia ckp kalau maleh pun kena gak teman..cess ini bukan ajakan, ini satu paksaan dan ugutan ..kang kalau aku tak layan mau meroyan akak aku ni hehe..


so around 11. 30 kitaorg bertolak, aku pun yg agak2 bengong jalan ke KLCC ambik le KESAS highway sampai ampang naik AKLEH, sib baik sampai gak kat KLCC tu.


Sampai sana, rupa rupanya dia ni tgh mabuk...mabuk shopping handbag Coach n Aigner katanya, aku pun yg tak pernah masuk butik2 Coach n Aigner tu ngikut je la..aku baru tengok butik2 tu dr luar je dah suspen seram sejuk dah nak masuk ..aku tengok org lain sumer masuk stylo2 gila yg aku ni jeans ngan shirt wakakkaa..dah mcm alien sesat dah..


memula masuk Aigner, aku mcm robot je keras, mana tak nya nak usha handbag ngan kasut2 kat situ camm exclusive je..gigil tangan i nak usha u..


Masuk butik Coach plak, Si akak bon ni ngan muka confidentnya tu walla, sebok la mennegok2 latest edition, aku pun tengok2 gak, cantik mmg cantik, kecur air liur aku menengoknya..so aku pun ingat2 dlm hati nak gak usha2 kan mana la tau dapat bonus leh sambar 1..


cantik sumer cantik2 khelas sumer kehlas2 kemas je buatannya..yang aku minat between Aigner ngan Coach tu aku rasa Coach lagi mcm masuk je ngan jiwa aku..see these pics(taken from the website since aku cam suspen je nak ambik gambo kat butik tu)


This is nice, cam kena je ngan jiwa aku yg simple senget ni..black can always go with anything..

Usha usha lagi uikss yg 2 ni pun berkenan gak ahh cantiknya 1 gold brown 1 lagi ada my fav colour purple perghhh


Yang ni pun perghh, meleleh air liur aku tengok mmg cantikk sgtt..puple kaler gitu ni kalau aku dapat 1 ada yg tidur ngan handbag 3 malam ni hehe..



then, aku belek2 , aku selak2 nak usha rega..sekali perghh minimum 1000++ - 2000++ per bag..mak ooiii bisa mabuk aku dibuatnya, yg tambah memabukkan aku bila Kak Bon citer and tunjukkan kat aku 3 of the bags (Coach) thru her hp ..in her personal collections..erkkk kalau 3 bags 3 x 1500 ( on average) haa dah dekat 5K, waduss..ngakk perlu todi udah mabuk gue mendengarnya..for self satisfaction after all the hardwork katanya..aku pun layannnn as long as that can make u happy Kak Bon..


ada org mabuk keta , ada org mabuk rumah, ramai org mabuk todi hehe, tapi akak aku ni mabuk branded handbag..hmmm aku lak? teringin nak mabuk gak bila tengok handbag tu ..ku pujuk hatiku ini, jangan mabuk mas jangan mabuk, nanti bila ko mampu nak mabuk barulah ko leh mabuk k ..hehe

Friday, October 17, 2008

Hari Jumaat..Sabar, Sabar dan Sabar

Today is the open house for Hari Raya Aidilfitri at my office.

Pagi2 bangun terus je siap2 pakai baju raya, hati riang gembira sambil drive ke office, siap ada lagu raya lagi kat radio perghhh, mood raya mood raya.

Sampai office tanya kenkawan, cantik tak baju raya aku, since mood pun baik kan..tambah2 lagi hari Jumaat ehem ehem..

Then, pi beli bfast ngan adik2 manis itu, we are so happy bergelak ketawa dan senyum tak henti2..

Sampai kat office balik..ada lak 1 kakak BB ni a.k.a OT yg tak reti bahasa dan definisi tanggungjawab kerja..if it's ur responsibility, please dont put the blame on others, I have tolerated with u earlier, please dont just think abt urself only, other people have theirs too, please la makcik..u make my blood go upstairs u know..ni kang kalau aku menjawab ..ada yg nnagis2 pi kat ngadu kat P plak since dia asik2 menggunakan d P's approval sbg bahan hujah dia..

hmmm tensen tensen aku, dah la aku dlm mood beraya dan pakaian raya aku yg tercantik ini..menyirapp plak..yg aku geram tu tak pasai2 adik aku tu plak yg jadi mangasa nak kena beralah ngan dia..ello makcik, please dont take things for granted haa, u ingat u sorang ke leh naik minyak, kang aku naik darah, malatops office ni k..air yg tenang jgn disangka takdak boya no..

tapi takpala..aku tarik nafas panjang2, aku andaikan begini je la..samaada dia tgh red light or dia maybe dah dekat2 nak menopause or dia tidak menikmati last nite wakakaka..

tetiba akak manis itu ST kat aku kata jom plan pi pancitkan tayar keta dia wakaka..syhhhh notty gitu..jahat sungguh aku ini ..mas ..mas bila la ko nak insaf ..sempena hari Jumaat ini aku kembali mengucapkan Astaghfirullahalaziiim..

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Aku, Apek dan Diesel



I was on half day leave yesterday, rushing back home @ Shah Alam, waiting for my hubby b4 we went back to N9 to visit my stepmom @Hospital Kuala Pilah. I stopby @ Esso Station , nak isi minyak..tangki sudah kering daa..

Sampai di stesen minyak, mula2 dah park kat petak minyak yg belakang , tapi tengok petak yg depan kosong, aku pun dengan niat dlm hati nak memudahkan the next car yg masuk utk isi minyak kononnya, aku pun move to petak depan..

As usual, turun dr keta, swipe card credit n Esso members card dengan relaksnya, tetiba kedengaran olehku suara jeritan yg kuat akak! akak!akak! , aku pun berpaling dan terlihat olehku seorang apek berlari lari ke arah aku sambil menjerit!

Aku? Aku pun ingat ..haa dia ni nak rompak keta aku ke..cepat2 aku stepback and ambik kunci keta nak start lari..apek tu pun sampai terpacak depan aku dan ckp akak! Diesel! Ini Diesel Lorr..wakakaka..punyalah muka aku yg tersirap ketakutan dan panik memula tu terus ketawa mengekek!! OK OK ..Thank U ya Thank U aku ckp..barulah aku perasan org 2 lainj yg kat stesen minyak tu pun sumer menyaksikan drama Aku Apek n Diesel Itu..

Mmmm .. moral of the story:

1) Setiap amal/ perbuatan/ kerja itu bermula dengan niat, so kalau kita bermula dengan niat baik, maka baiklah pengakhirannya. In this case, niat aku nk mudahkan org lain, tak sangka lak hal aku dipermudahkan dengan bantuan dpd apek itu..

2) Terbukti, Malaysian ni hidup bantu membantu tanpa mengira kaum CIna, Melayu atau India..Though lately ada byk issues happening around us especially on perbalahan kaum, still we r maintaing our tolerate values among races..

3) B4 isai minyak , tengok dulu daa diesel ke petrol ..mata aku yg kelabu ke, signage itu yg kelabu ..tak caya yek ..look at this picture..signage dia yg kelabu kan kannn:):):)












Monday, October 13, 2008

Kisah Teladan - Sarang Burung

Kisah ini aku rasa kan boleh menjadi kisah teladan kepada kita semua..Nampak remeh temeh, tapi impaknya..maksimum!

Source : Utusan Online 13 October 2008

Pelajar pra sekolah tersepit kemaluan pada zip seluar

PASIR PUTEH 12 Okt. - Akibat tidak memakai seluar dalam, seorang pelajar lelaki pra sekolah sebuah sekolah di bandar ini telah tersepit hujung kemaluannya semasa menarik zip seluar semasa keluar dari tandas sekolah hari ini.

Pihak sekolah terpaksa mengambil masa hampir sejam bagi membuka kembali 'bahagian' tersepit itu yang bertambah sukar apabila pelajar itu meronta-ronta akibat kesakitan.
Dalam kejadian kira-kira pukul 10 pagi itu, beberapa guru lelaki terpaksa menggunakan pelbagai cara untuk membantu pelajar berkenaan seperti menggunakan gunting bagi memotong zip dan penyepit besi untuk melonggarkan bahagian yang tersepit.

"Kanak-kanak berusia enam tahun itu membuang air kecil di tandas sekolah berkenaan pada waktu rehat tetapi disebabkan tidak memakai seluar dalam sebahagian kulit kemaluan tersepit pada zip seluarnya," kata guru yang bertanggungjawab membuka bahagian tersepit itu, Che Alias Che Deraman.

Beliau berkata, ibu kanak-kanak tersebut telah dipanggil ke sekolah bagi membantu menenangkan anaknya dan memudahkan kerja membantu pelajar tidak bernasib baik itu.
"Kita memberi cadangan kepada beliau untuk merujuk kes itu ke klinik kesihatan yang berdekatan tetapi tidak dipersetujui oleh ibunya yang terus meminta pihak sekolah menguruskannya," katanya.

Sehubungan itu, Che Alias meminta ibu bapa menasihatkan anak masing-masing supaya memakai seluar dalam bagi mengelakkan kejadian seumpama itu berlaku.
***Moral of The Story - Dont forget to make sure your son/ bro/ nephew/ n u urself if u r gentlemen to wear his Sarang Burung***

Always On The Run...Ahhaah!

Lately, I was trapped in the ketidakcukupan waktu and always on the run from one task/ responsibility to another..aku dah rasa mcm main lumba lari sambey pass baton ..cumanya baton ni aku tak pass kat org ..pass kat diri aku sendiri..termengah2 aku dibuatnya tapi anehnya..kemengahan mengejar baton ni tidak sedikitpun mengurangkan kedebapan badanku ):):):

Let me summarise task/ event yg menyebabkan aku mengah:

  • Raya w Friends- Raya Ke -4 tu, Aku rasa lega sangat dapat jumpa kenkawan lama as what we planned earlier. First, aku pi rmh Ita Pumpkin, wahh Ita cantik yek rumah ko yg dah direnovate ke ala ala istana gitu, masa aku kat situ ngan hubby, ada lak 1 mamat ni sampai rmh Ita dulu ..datang beraya katanya..entah camna kitaorg leh borak cam kenkawan lama..sampaikan aku telah terbocor rahsia si Pumpkin yg sudah kembali available after separated with her fiance hinggakan mamat tu senyum berbunga penuh harapan sambey memandang si Pumpkin yg buat bodo je ...cess. psst Pak Abu tu ok apa..body dh ala ala instructor gym hehe..bila sampai ke rmh Comel, rasa sedih sgt lepas dengar citer dia pasal menjaga emak dia yg sakit since the past 10 years dan dugaan , tanggungjwb as the eldest in the family, sabar Comel..life is like that..hari ni kita happy esok blm tentu lagi kan, hari ni kita nangis mungkin esok kita akan tersenyum dan kembali berketawa..apa pun aku ngan Ita cukup2 salute kat ko Comel..
  • Raya w Family- As usual, seronok dapat jmpa my family members tapi 1 perkara yg sangat memberi kesan mendalam pada aku dan keluarga especially my beloved sis when my bro (yg atas aku) balik beraya bersama keluarga after few years keep isolated himself n his family from us..and he himself came to my home last nite , explaining everything things that he has went thru..sudahnya dia balik aku yg nangis ..Being d youngest in d family, aku mmg sllau jadi mangsa kat tgh2..hmmm air dicincang takkan putus dan aku yg dr dulu mmg sentiasa positif dan yakin dia akan pulang ke pangkal jalan, InsyaAllah. Aku yakin dlm diri setiap manusia ni ada part baik, ada part jahat, seburuk atau sejahat mana pun dia , he's still my bro forever n ever
  • Master's Interview - Hmm, this is one of the thing yg membuatkan aku tensiion..akibat my small mistakes - didnt bring the complete docs, aku tlh di interview bukannya mcm nak wat masters program tp mcm aku nak mintak keja plak.. the mistakes was aku telah terconfused since in the letter just mentioned please bring the relevant docs, my assumption is aku cuma perlu bawak original docs yg aku submitted via my application earlier, rupanya kena bawak sumer2 plak dah..abis aku kena piangg from one of the interiewer..sabar je la..dek kerana isu kecik tu aku telah menyebabkan peluang aku menjadi 50-50..that night bila reach home je aku ckp kat hubby, kalau yg ni kena reject, aku apply kat UM je la plak..
  • Reporting n Performance Rating - @ the office plak,bab yg aku paling mengah sekali hingga rasa nak pecah dada ( pecah dada ok, bukan pecah dara, hahaha), mgt reporting 3rd Q aiyooo, bohsann bohsann. For performance rating lak, since ni dah towards end of year kena la prepared with our performance rating..yg aku malasnya .. bab bab nak finalised kan rate for subordinates and also mengenagkan keja2 aku ada lagi yg tertangguhh..kena adil kena adil bagi rating ni..the rating will determine our bonus and also increment for next year..so alahaii lomah lutut makcik ni haa
  • Lifestyle - Kena berkejar pi date with Hubby sempena my birthday 1110 ..ahaa I like steamboat dinner @ The Summit.. Yummy..Then as a bday present dapat lak Spa Treatment Package with Massage2 yg sungguh menyegarkan itu..mmm setahun sekali, nape la bday ni tak every month yek :):):)

Friday, October 3, 2008

Hari Raya Ke 3 Yang ...

Hari Raya Ke 3 Yang:

  • Aku Kena Bangun Pepagi to Make Sure I will be at the office before 7.30 a.m...dengan Mata Yang mcm kena Gam Ngantuknya after ling trip from Perlis and few Persinggahan raya Yesterday , ended up arrived at home almost 1 a.m..letihh sehh
  • Yang Syok aku drive speedy gonzales sbb dah lambat bangun tapi lega gila sebab NKVE highway ni mcm dilanggar garuda plak..koosng je
  • At the office..ahh bosannya bila mengenagkan org lain tgh syok2 beraya pi open house..aku kat sini..uwaaa bekoje le teman..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Balik Kampung...Ooo Balik Kampung...


Today is my last day at the office before Im going for Raya leave..Yezza. So mood nak kerja pun so-so je lah kan. We will celebrate our Aidilfitri this year at my hubby's kampung , Kangar Perlis.


Im going back tomorrow, driving by myself since my hubby is already there due to his work commitment which need to be completed before Raya.


Few notes and messages for people around me:

  • Myself - Need to do final Shopping Raya this afternoon for in laws and my beloved sis, Kak Cik.
  • My Late Mom - Mak, losing you is such a big lost in my life. Though it has been 16 years Raya without you, I always feel like Im just celebrating our last Raya with you yesterday, I can still remember and visualize myself accompany and helping you in the kitchen on Hari Mantai to prepare for our Hari Raya, It's still clear in my eyes that we were sitting together in front of TV,while watching n hear the Takbir Raya, wait for Abah and abang2 balik dr Masjid di pagi Raya..Im still crying Mak every time I miss you especially di pagi Raya when I visit Your Pusara and hear Takbir Raya
  • My Hubby - Abang, Thank You to Allah and you because we are still together in this coming Hari Raya. Ayang mohon maaf dr hujung rambut sampai la ke hujung kaki and dont forget for duit raya hehehe..yg mana terlebih lincah and naughty tu , 0-0 please..
  • My Abah and Family @ Johol- Jangan Sedih Pagi Ini, Tak Dapat Kita Bersama Meraikan Aidilfitri Yang Mulia, Kalau Makan Rondang, Lomang ngan Lodeh tu, Ingat2 sket kek Ayang sini...Kek Perlis takdo lodeh daaa
  • My Friends at Soromban - Ita, Adik, Comel and Kak Saba, harap2 this year plan kita nak reunion raya ni mnejadik k, Raya Ke 4 tau aku turun Soromban, pepagi Buto aku akan gerak dr Shah Alam, Ingat Janji Kita pkl 10 terpacak dopan rumah Mak Ita Pumpkin. Ita, Ko tak yah masak, biar mak ko yg masak sebab mak ko masak sedap, kalau nk sangat masak ko masak je la air ngan nasi ok
  • Myvi - Raya Ke 3 punya plan still on k, Jangan lupa janji nak pi terawikh 3 malam
  • ARD @ Ipoh - Thanks for everything..Jangan Lupa Duit Raya for me this year ..double tau hehhehe
  • Kawanku Miss I at Liebher - Sabar Tau, Jangan Nangis2 Tabah Hadapi Dugaan Ni, Selalu Ingat, Waktu2 yang Sukar Ni akan berlalu jugak...
  • My Colleagues Miss CSCH n Miss NHMY - Keja Keja Keja, Jangan asik berforum je hehe..pssstt, Jangan Bising Sgt, Nanti Malatops KMC ni Weii
  • Kak Anis - Psttt, leh Tak Jangan Wat Drama and Suspen Selalu, Pagi2 dah wat suspen, Sakit Jantung I tau, Orang Lain Pun Angau Gak Kak hehehhe

Akhir Kata, Kepada Semua , Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri dan Mohon Maaf Dipinta..Adios Amigos Asta Lavista Baby

Monday, September 22, 2008

Shopping Raya Part 1

Date : 21 Sep 2008 (Sunday)
Time Arrived : 10 a.m.
Location : Subang Parade
Goal : Shopping Raya Part 1
Result:

A Pair of Vast Sandal Raya!

( View from the right side)

(Centre View)

( Left View)
Other Supplementary Result:





HP Casing (Cap Anna Sui CopyCat)
Mission Completed! Sukses, Sukses!
*Tengah2 aku nak warm up sambil tunggu sumer kedai2 kat Subang Parade tu buka pintu kedai depa, ada plak member aku yg senget ni call, cess kutuk aku gila babas yekk, ada ke dikatanya Subang Parade blm open aku dah sampai, hampehss nak kena caras ngan aku dia ni ...


Friday, September 19, 2008

Newly Born Baby...

Today myself, Miss NH & Miss C went to Hospital Pusrawi to visit our colleagues Niza yg baru saja melahirkan anak sulungnya 2 days ago.

Biasala, bila tengok baby hati jadi riang ria tak terkata, all the stress and chaos dah terbang jauh jadinya..comel memang comel..


*Sooo Cute Miut Piutt hehhee, aku ambik kesempatan ni kiss baby tu puas2 ...the baby smells so nice..
*Mama nya sedang dlm usaha untuk membuatkan si baby tersenyum..sabar Niza sabarr baru 2 days daa umur dia
*Dari sekecil2 tapak tangan, one day the baby's tiny hands could be bigger than his mama's hands hehehe..
I can see Niza's face smiling all the way while we keep interviewing her, sakit ka apa ka and Miss C rupanya such a good advisor..banyak petua ya..mcm Mak Bidan pun ada aiyaa ah moi hehhee
On the way back...I keep wondering when is my turn..am I able to be a mom one day..Hopefully
one day, InsyaAllah..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Things Went Well...I Feel Good

This week, I Feel So Good, Despite of Many Deadline & Urgent Things @ work, home & friends, Semuanya berjalan dengan Lancar & Im still survive..

@ Work
  • Our request for additional budget for the RFID project has been approved by the management. The best part was, yesterday presentation to the mgt was the easiest that we've ever had, wondering why..mmm maybe berkat bulan puasa hehehe
  • Another problem of the project has also been solved ..phewww legaa aku

@Home

  • My argument with hubby on who's kampung we should beraya this year dah settled jugak..yg aku angin tu, since the 1st year we get married, dah takes turn ..this year kampung I, next year his kampung, this year should be his kampung turn, alih2 nak beraya kat kampung aku plak..haru haru, aku ni bukannya apa, mmgla aku suka je kalau every year raya at my kampung, masalahnya, he still has his sister & bro, aunties n uncles..nanti apa plak kata depa..aku tak mo dicop queen control walaupun nyatanya aku ala ala queen gak hehehe
  • Selesainya maslaah aku ngan hubby tentang which kampung we should celebrate the hari raya means that my sis in law punya request pun dah ditunaikan..mission completed
  • 2-3 menjak ni mood hubby aku mmglah excellent, sebbanya dia dapat few new projects, suka lah dia ..so bila angin dia terlampau baik, automatik rumah aku akan jadik bersih bersinar2..tak yah lah aku penat2 nak kemas ..siap mop gitu wakaka, tq tq

@ Friends n yang sewaktu dengannya

  • My friend Mrs I a.k.a Kak Kiah ittew sedang menghadapi dugaan yg besar in her marriage life..all I know is I need to support her decision, yg empunya badan yg menangungya kan, kita hanya boleh bagi advise, semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusannya..
  • Another friend of mine ARD is also in a good conditions which always makes me smile hehehe

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Lessons Learnt

As I watched the news on TV3 last 2 nites on the Raja Noriana's family tragedy, I was so sad looking at her childrens faces, they were shocked and trauma of the sudden lost of their mom after being stabbed and murdered by the robbers at their home , Shah Alam.

Few lessons learnt from this tragedy, untuk pedoman dan panduan kita bersama:

  • There's no place as secured as home, and now the tragedy proved that nowadays, even if we are staying at home, we are not safe anymore
  • The robbers ( based on the news ) are Indonesian, they were really brave to do the crimes at our country without any fears
  • The media also reported that Raja Noriana's family is the only family that move in within the area. Maybe we also should consider if we ant to move to our new house, we need to make sure at least there are a few neighbors around our house are move in too.
  • The hostage negotiation skills for the police officers, seriously the police might need to do the After Action Review ( ala ala bedah siasat le) to improve the nego process, please!
  • Berbalik pada agama Islam, ada banyak amalan2 yang boleh kita amalkan untuk keselamatan diri, keluarga dan harta benda kita. Contoh yg selalu kita dengar ialah amalan membaca 3 Qul.

Moga2 arwah Raja Noriana dicucuri rahmat n semoga anak2 dan suaminya tabah menghadapi dugaan di bulan Ramadhan ini, Amiinn.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Kalau Hati Sedang Rawan...

These 2-3 days I'm upset, really2 upset because of something..tak hangat seperti biasa n buat apa apa jadi serba tak kena...hmmm, since aku tgh bersedih, berilah peluang pada aku melayan hati aku yg sedang rawan karat ni..

Matahariku
Tertutup Sudah Pintu, Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Reff 1:
Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Reff 2 :
Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

*Repeat
Reff 1
Reff 2
By Agnes Monica

** I Wonder What Went Wrong, I Wonder How I Did It Wrong, I Wonder Why...It's ok, Let Me Keep Wondering by Myself

Friday, September 5, 2008

TGIF Yezza!

Q : Hari ini hari apa murid - murid?
A : Hari ini hari Jumaat Cikgu..

Ya, hari ini hari Jumaat, dalam Islam, sebagaimana kita semua ketahui, hari Jumaat adalah penghulu segala hari . Dalam pada kita bersuka - suka sebba esoknya sabtu dan ahad, marilah kita bersama - sama renung renungkan kelebihan hari Jumaat pada kita sebgaai umat Islam..

Hari Jumaat ialah hari yang disabdakan baginda SAW:
"خير يوم طلعت عليه الشمس، يوم الجمعة. فيه خلق آدم. وفيه أدخل الجنة. وفيه أخرج منها. ولا تقوم الساعة إلا في يوم الجمعة"
Hari terbaik yang memancarkan sinar mataharinya ialah hari Jumaat. Padanya diciptakan Adam AS, padanya dimasukkan dia ke dalam syurga dan padanya dikeluarkan dia darinya. Dan tidak akan berlaku hari Kiamat kecuali pada hari Jumaat.[2]
[2] Sahih: Sahih Muslim: 854

Antara amalan - amalan yg sunat dilakukan pada hari Jumaat ialah:
* Memperbanyakkan istighfar. Rasulullah s.a.w. ada bersabda menyatakan bahawa barang siapa banyak beristighfar, Allah akan beri jalan keluar pada setiap masalah yang dihadapi, akan digembirakan andainya mengalami dukacita, dan akan diberi rezeki yang banyak.

* Memperbanyakkan selawat. Berselawat bererti berdoa, iaitu memohon berkat dan rahmat. Selawat daripada Allah s.w.t. bererti rahmat dan keberkatan. Allah melahirkan keutamaan dan kemuliaan serta meletakkan diri baginda lebih hampir kepada-Nya.

* Amalan lain yang perlu dilakukan ialah membaca al-Quran. Sebaik-baik ibadah ialah orang yang membaca al-Quran dan mengajarnya. Dalam sebuah hadis dijelaskan Rasulullah s.a.w. ada bersabda menyatakan: Barang siapa membaca surah al-Kahf pada hari Jumaat, maka memancarlah cahaya dari bawah tapak kakinya hingga ke puncak langit. Cahaya itu terus menyinarinya pada hari kiamat dan diampunkan antara dua Jumaat.

* Memotong Kuku
Sekianlah tazkirah kita pada hari ini..sekadar renungan je ok..

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Yang lain2 tu, kalau pasal Jumaat ni, malam Jumaat lah juga yg paling ditunggu bagi pasangan suami dan isteri :):):)
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OK, back to normal hehehe..punyalah gigih aku during lunch hour tadi pi Sogo, shopping2 sket..yg benarnya aku nak belikan kemeja untuk hubby & nak redeem voucher lah kononnya

Macam nak pitam aku beround 1 sogo tu, waduh2 ramainya orang, sogo member sale lah katakan..aku tengok kakak2 ngan makcik2 tu beli cadar la apa la berkoyan koyan, banyaknya duit diaorg ni yekk..last sekali aku beli kemeja ngan tshirt & hadiah untuk seseorang itu..lega Alhamdulillah...

Monday, September 1, 2008

Ramadhan Datang Lagi

Ramadhan tahun ini...aku berysukur kerana masih lagi aku & suami bersama-sama menyambut Ramadhan & InsyaAllah Aidilfitri yg akan menjelma tiba..opss, baru 1st Day Ramadhan maa..belum apa apa dah nak nyanyi lagu raya yek..ishk ishk..

Sabtu, 30 Ogos 2008

Disebabkan 1st day of Ramadhan ini kita masih lagi bercuti smepena sambutan merdeka, aku ambik kesempatan balik ke kampung..aku sampai2 je kat kampung around 12 noon camtu jiran kat depan rumah aku - Angah Ijah dok lambai2 panggil turun. aku pun pi la kat situ tengok rumah dia penuh keta anak2 dia balik and ada 1 group mak cik2 tgh berkumpul bersama sama memasak lauk pauk..ooo rupa rupanya ada kendjri sambut puasa, so Angah Ijah pesan, malam ni datang kenduri yo Ayang, aku sengeh2 je, sambey2 tu aku dok salam2 la ngan mak cik2 jiran2 kampung aku tu, sambil ramah tamah sket ( ala ala YB plak aku wakakkaa) ada omak baruh, acik jijah pongkeng, cik Yam, ayong dll, aku bukan apa, since my mom passed away when I was in standard 6, diaorg sume ni lah yg dok take care kat aku , best jiran2 kat kampung ni, diaorng ni prihatin, anggap aku mcm anak2 diaorg gak, terharu aku..syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah ambik mak aku, Allah bagi org2 keliling yg sentiasa ada belas kasihan dan melimpahkan kasih sayang kat aku,

So malam tu aku ajak la hubby aku pi berkenduri kendara, syok gak, sekali sekala attend kenduri, meriah beb, jumpa kenkawan masa kecik2 dulu, kak edot, kak lize, dll..

Yg benarnya kat n9 ni, kalau sambut Ramdhan pun merihanya kan main lagi, ada hari mantai, hari mantai ni adalah sehari b4 posa dimana, lembu2 akan disembelih dan kaum2 ibu akan buat persiapan masak2 rendang, ketupat, lemang dan lodeh untu kenduri sambut Ramdhan, meriah gitu...dah macam Raya plak gamaknya..

Ahad, 31 Ogos 2008

Hari ni aku & hubby sebok mengemas 2 rumah, maklumlah rumah tinggal, rumah peninggalan arwah emak, mujur suamiku seorang yg rajin dan memahami betapa pentingnya aku menjaga rumah ni demi kasih sayang & ingatan terhadap arwah emak, tambahan plak hubby aku ni suka dan rajin mengemas kawasan luar rumah menebas sumer, wahh syok le aku hehee, aku kemas part dlm rumah je..tgh aku ke Tampin pi Nagoya jap beli kain nak buat sarung cushion, sarung cushion kat rmh aku kat SA tu dah ternganga2 mintak diganti baru..so nak tak nak terpaksala ye..aku hantar ipah jahit kat kampung ni murah sket..kalau kat kl, cekik darah maa

malam nya plak aku ngan hubby ke rumah abah kek kualo pilah..abah aku ni stay ngan my step mom yg aku panggil makcik, so makcik aki dah call beberapa kali ajak makan kat rumah abah, ada rendang, ada lodeh, ada lemang ad akettupat waaa..makan jangan tak makan, hubby aku makan berulang2 ..kecohnya org Perlis ni, dulu mula2 kahwin itu tak makan ini tak makan, sekarang ni tekak dia dah jadi tekak org nogori wakaaka..

Lepas makan, borak2 lepak ngan abah aku jap, abah aku plak tak bape sihat, kesian yalah dah 80 years kan, tapi daya lagi tu drive sampai ke tampin wah wah..

Isnin, 1 September 2008

Hari ni 1st day posa, sahur tadi kami makan smepoi2 je, so tgh balik ke SA terus pi pasayraya beli2 barang nak masak..menu aku hari ni, tomyam campur ngan ikan tenggiri goreng, sempoiii..
HUbby aku dari buka tadi dok berulang2 makan sup tomyam tu, sabar bang sabar, hehehe, we have another 29 days to go for our Ramdhan ok..

Friday, August 29, 2008

Akhirnya...

After 6 years of working, tetiba plak aku bersemangat nak sambung pengajian ku another step further. Alhamdulillah, Allah telah membukakan hatiku, sebenarnya last 3 years aku dah pernah beli borang master tu ( kawanku si Liz) yg belikan. alih alih aku tak antar,si Liza plak dah tamat study pun , alangkah pemlasnya aku hehehe...

Aku rasa semangat aku ni jugak didorong olh cik adik yg sorang itu (NHMY) yg beria ia mengajak aku turut serta..tq tq tq..

Since the applicants for postgrad studies are required to get 2 referees ( 1 academic & 1 academician), aku telah memohon kerjasama boss ku & bekas lecturer ku Puan NH..

today IM on leave and early in the morning aku dah bergegas pi tangkap gambar ( uwaa, aku tengok muka aku makin tembam maa), then jumpa Puan NH at faculty, then submit the application format sek 7. All went good, so aku berysukur sangat2, aku ni bukannya apa, this is the last day for submission dan memandangkan aku ni selalu berbelah bagi, aku tekadkan diri, tak mo dah ubah2 fikiran, I have been delayed in this a long long time ago , so this time I need to go ahead..

If my application is approved, I'll be back to school on this December ..mmm.suspen sungguh, leh ke kau study ni hehehe, chaiyo chaiyo mas..

Doa doakanlah aku berjaya ya...

Monday, August 25, 2008

Bz aku bz...phewww

Since last week I was very busy with work @ the office. Since my team incharge for the centralised budget of knowledge investment in my organization ( for budgeting purpose), since last week departments ( abt 30 depts) need to submit to us their knowledge resources requirements for 2009. As usual, even we have set the deadline was last Friday, still we are waiting for many departments to submit their requirements. Once all of the depts have submitted, my team need to go thru tjeir wish list and compile / approve the budget into the system..pening aku pening,tak sedar aku wat keja , tetiba je dah petang waduh waduh...

I was also been questioned by my " adik" at the office..kak , kak jadi ke nak continue kungfu master nya ..wakakaka bukan kungfu mater laa ..masters program.. aku senyum2 teleng je..beria adik ni ajak akaknya yg malas ittew hehehe...takpa takpa Cik NHMY yg menaiki angsa hehe..kalau jadik kita jadik classmate k, kalau tak jadik, akak tetao jadik u punya officemate maa ..akak bagi semangat tang jauh...akak ni bukannya apa dik non, kejap akak rasa nak study, kejap plak akak suspen ngan my baby project " RFID" yg masih byk problemnya, kejap lagi plak akak panik ngan our KMC movement to SK, kejap lagi plak akak rasa nak try conceive hehehe mana satu daa...harap2 NHMY doa doa kanlah kakak mu yg pening & suka ketawa sensorang ketika tgh pening kat office ni ya..Haa, jangan kutuk2 akak, akak ni ur loyal brooch customer tau ..hahahha

abis camno jang, closing date for masters form tu this friday, aku pun tgh alkalam walkalibutt...
tengok je la nanti yek..

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Love is in the air...

This friend of mine is falling in love rite now. I knew it, I knew it that she's really2 angau rite now. The way she smiles, walk n talk, it's so obvious that she's in love now. As a friend, Im happy when she's happy. Aku doakan moga2 kali ini her relationship with the man that she falls in love with will be dreams come tru n sampai ke jinjang pelamin la hendaknya, InsyaAllah.

Angau

Melihatkan keangauannya yg tahap cipan sambil matanya yg bersinar2 citer pasal bf dia, aku pun tumpang melayang2 mengenangkan pengalaman2 cintan cintun ku dolu2 hehehe..



Kalau tengah angau, memang aku gerenti perut aku kenyang, fikiran aku melayang2, asik terkennagkan si dia, anywehre anytime, bila dapat call @ sms, amboi rasa nak lompat je hahaha. Bila bab call n gayut kat tel plak jangan cakap la, I still remember masa tgh jiwang karat ngan my hubby , kami dok gayut telefon sampai bil hp dia jadik 1300++ per month, wallup..pernah my sis ckp agaknya org bercinta ni ckp apa yek lama2? korang tanya camni kot...



BF :" U dah makan ke belum?"

GF : "Dah."

BF:"Makan apa?"

GF : Makan Nasi ngan lauk ..."

BF : " Ooo makan nasi, nasi beras nya cap apa?"



hahaha, gila my sis, dia kata abistu bil beribu2 cakap berjam2 tu je la topiknya..eleh mcm la dia pun tak angau masa dia muda mudi kan..



Cinta perlukan perngorbanan?



I must admit this that when we really love someone, we are willing to do anything and sacrifice for that person. Bak kata Tan Sri P Ramlee dlm nyanyian dia..berkorban apa saja , harta ataupun nyawa, itulah kasih mesra, sejati dan mulia..



I still remember the story of one of my friends, she was engaged with this man that she met when she did her diploma. Being a lonely girl ( whilst all of her friends already have their own buah hati), she was really happy when she met this guy..she never had a bf before, not because she's not pretty, she's prettier than me. Maybe because it will takes time for her to be comfortable with a person that she just meet/know.

Let me name this girl as "A". after few months dating "A" decide to get engaged with "B". Surpirisingly, A informed me that she stayed at B's family's home with B's mom, dad and his youngest sister. When I ask thru our teleconversation, how's ur life at B's home with his family, she replied, Im OK, Im OK.

Few months later, she came n see me and stay overnite at my rumah sewa, she told me yang dia baru je putus tunang. I was even surprise when she said that the main reason was she has been abused by B's n family. Before she goes to work everyday ( she;s working at one of comm bank as executive), she needs to prepare the breakfast for B's family, once she back home in the nite, she had to cook for the family, and clean the house as well. Not only that , she has to spent her money for that family....when I asked why it took her so long to realize all that. She replied, I always thought "cinta perlukan pengorbanan"..ish ish ish menyirap je aku dengar..

Begitulah wanita..always sacrifice for love..

My Love Song with Hubby

I dont want to miss a thing by Aerosmith..( ST Armageddon movie)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I Don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall sleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I don’t wanna miss one smile
I don’t wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, and just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall sleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
I don’t want to miss a thing

*Lagu yang bisa meruntuhkan keegoan aku dan dia

Thursday, August 21, 2008

3 Hectic Days...

I've been stranded for 3 days since last Monday at PJ with other colleagues inlcuding our D and DD for our dept's 2009 planning activities. This is where we plan for our next year's goals, key performance indicators and finally the budget.

Based on the budget that we plan on human capital investment, I would say Im very lucky working with orgn that cares for its human capital capibility and development. Though it was a very hectic and packed days, I must admit that this kind of activities is good for our dept development and growth. Based on the sharing session from other colleagues and our bosses, there are many new things that I've learnt.

I can still remember, the earlierst day when I joined this orgn. I was just finished my degree, and got this job opportunity. At that time, I was totally zero, not to say the knowledge ( theoretical part) but on the working experience. I was young , at the age of 23, I know nothing abt working environemt. All of the procedures, red tape, people, not to forget the "office politics " term.

There were many sweet and bad memories that I've been thru. Thanks to Allah, at my 6th years in this orgn, I managed to cope with the changes, ICT, people, processes n the rest.
Alhamdulillah...My confidence level has also increase..

Dalam pada aku sibuk2 2-3 hari ni, sempat jugak aku bergaduh2 ngan teman ku ini hehee..ungkapan yg sering diucapkan lately ialah "sokong membawa rebah" wah wahh..angin je seluruh badan aku bila dengar ni, rasa nak cekik je tau tak..hahhaa..just because we have different opinions on the political issues happening around us, that doesn't mean I do not give my full morale support to you, okay ARD939 ..keep on moving for your career, I know, being a leader , you were born with that talent, so keep on moving to cope with your daily works and responsibilities ya..

Sementara itu, teman ku nan seorang ni plak, aiyoo kak kiah, manyak kesian tau i sama u, sabar yek,kena tunda ya ko punya hal, takpa, mcm aku cakap , ko kena sabar and tabah, this is just the beginning, whatever it is aku akan tetap sokong ko okay..

Friday, August 15, 2008

Friends...those sweet days 2

Sambil2 aku membelek gambar2 masa ngan kenkawan kat asrama dolu, aku pun terus terjebak mengimbau kenangan2 masa lalu ngan kenkawan kat UiTM Shah Alam ( masa aku masuk still lagi ITM)..

Manisnya bila mengingatkan yang aku telah terjebak ngan geng2 kepala poyos cam aku jugak..
It's all start during our Matriculation program at ITM. Although we're from different backgrounds & comes from diff places ( masih dlm planet yg sama la), somehow, it's just "ngam & gung ho" when we were together..ada ada je plan gila..nak nak plak kelas kat sek 2, alih2 aku kena roadblock ngan bebudak ni kat depan sek 2, alamatnya, patut2 aku attend class, dah tetiba class aku kat TGV Bukit Raja ..cess... mana tak nya, si Juju, Andy, Aidil, Fitra, Ila & Si Dia & aku malatopss dibuatnya kelas tu weii..

*Aku, Juju & Aidil yg poyos



Korang ingat lagi tak weii, kita pi rumah atuk si Andy kat kaki bukit Cameron Highland tu...kan ke kita mengalami misteri nusantara wakakkaa..berterabur lari..penakut sume2 ..lebih2 lagi Tuan ASP kita tu wakakkaa, how can I forget pengakuan jujur ko pada mlm itu tuan ASP, malam ni aku takda teluq, aku nak tidur ngan korang, aku takuttt....aiyooo pening aku ada ka patut budak lelaki takut, alih2 melompat tidur kat celah antara 2 budak ppuan ...confuse confuse ..hahhaha


Dan antara manis yang palingggg manis, bilamana disinilah berputiknya cinta dan bahang asmara aku dan dirinya (my hubby lovey), geng2 matriks ni la yg menjadi saksi, aku dan dia mula2 bercinta, pastu putus ( thanx kwn2 ku yg reliable, aidil & andy yg temankan aku tgk wayang gara2 frust menonggeng putus cinta), pastu alih2.. 4-tahun lepas tu, masa aku kat final year, dtg plak Si Dia ni balik, maka, bermulalah era pertunangan dan pernikahan dlm kadar segera..pelik, aku pun pelik, tapi Jodoh Pertemuan, Ajal & Maut, itu semua di tangan Allah kan..

Then..


Masa degree plak, jumpa geng2 lain..lebih sistematik, lebih displin & lebih skema dlm pelajaran wakkaka, aku lah yg mengajar depa2 ni supaya lebih santai & relaks masa belajar, jgn pressure sgt, kena pi jenjalan, kena ponteng kelas sama for balancing hahhaha..(Kudos to Kak Zatul, Adi, Shamsul,Menny, Nadia, Siti, Imah, Muhad, Zam)..Kak Zatul, I takkan lupa muka u yg panik & pucat masa En S, our lecturer gertak sapa yg tak attend kelas dia tu hahhaha, relaks ah kak, in whatever situation, kita tak leh panic..muka kena slamber..


* Kak Zatul ku yg sering kepucatan muka pabila lecturer teguq, awat tak dtg kelas ..hahhaa( aku ah sifu dia). Rata2 kalau kitaorg naik teksi ke, bas atau kemana mana mesti org ckp kami adik beradik..kami pun ..layannn hahhaha



* Adi, Kak Zatul, Aku & Menny @ Bukit Jalil..ada temasya sukan apa yekk, aku lupa lah weii..muka sumer gembira sungguh..


*Ini plak pics masa our our final year project ( PR) @ Sungai Besar-Space Science camp, bak kata Puan NH, punyalah hangat sambutan hinggakan, yg buta dtg betongkat, yang yg tua datang berpipih, apa lagi yek aku lupa ah.., Kuala Selangor, dapat A++ terus..malatopss kat faculty hehehe..( Tahniah pada group members, Kak Zatul, Mayumi, Nadia, Imah, Siti, Menny, Aku, Adi, Zam, Muhad,Shamsul & thanks to Puan NH)


Thursday, August 14, 2008

Friends...those sweet days

Surprisingly, last 2 days I was on YM chat with a guy that I adore when I was in sekolah asrama at Seremban. Ohh, hehehe..he's married now, wow, though it has been abt 12 years, I can feel my heartbeat goes like LRT train while chat with him..hahhaha ( Credit to Ita Pumpkin, because of u aku dapat chat ngan si Shaggy ni)


Rentetan dari peristiwa terkezut ini, balik je rumah aku start open album gambo lama lama dolu..rindu..memang aku rindu all of my friends..those sweet days kat asrama, being a naughty group of girls @ asrama ( Kudos to aku, Ita, Dayah, Comel, Kak Sabar & Sirah), we have been placed at the dorm - highest floor of the asrama building when we enter to Form 5, ala ala dok kat Pulau Jerjak le pasai nakai sesangat masa form 4..

*Gambo budak2 nakal yg dihantar ke Pulau Jerjak kat asrama tingkat 4..



* Minah2 yang berjaya memboloskan diri untuk mandi manda kat Casey..sumer control cun sekali kena serbu wakakka..sumer menyelam pucat



Although dah banyak kali kena denda cuci tandas le, apa le, still, we just happy & being ourselves, sneak out from hostel sampai 2-3 kali kena tangkap ..gara - gara mandi kat Casey, makan kat A&W sorromban weii..we have no fears, we just enjoy our friendship and our asrama live..


Di saat we have been caught during menyelam @ Casey, the whole school, the whole asrama dok ejek kami, popular sekejapp, sampai nak pi makan kat kantin pun payah, abang2 form 6 asik jeling2 gelak2, biasa la bila dah fofular akak akak plak yang hangin ngan kitaorg..waduhh cabaran sungguh..masa ni la si Shaggy memainkan peranan nya memberi sedikit support pada our group..syahdu sungguh aku syahdu..

Kepada kawan2 ku tersayang, walau dimana korang berada, aku masih lagi menyanyikan lagu fav kita sempena persahabatan kita dulu..Seribu Impian..by Casey..betapalah minatnya kita menyanyikan lagu ni smapai tempat air tejun yg kita mandi masa kena tangkap nganh warden tu kita panggey" Casey"psttt kod rahsia wakakkaa


"Disenjakala begini..Teringat kembaliTeman-teman lama dahulu..Yang pernah sama mengharungi..Pahit dan manis dirasa..Sehati sejiwa..Tak mungkin ku lupakan segalaSaat suka dan duka..


Susah dan senang kita bersama..Rentasi rintangan yang ada..Tiada sempadan yang memisahkan..Kasih sesama kita walau badai tiba


Seribu impian pernah pun kita binaDemi masa depan...Tenggelam jauh dalam khayalan..
Di buai alam mimpi..


Kenangan lalu menjelmaTeringat kembali..Di ketika bergurau senda..Mesranya kita bersama..

Seribu impian indah menghias jiwaBagaikan permata...Setinggi langit biru, mimpi kita
Abadi selamanya"


Uwaaa mengalir air mata aku weii nyanyi lagu ni sambey teringat citer kita dolu2..