Akhirnya...

After 6 years of working, tetiba plak aku bersemangat nak sambung pengajian ku another step further. Alhamdulillah, Allah telah membukakan hatiku, sebenarnya last 3 years aku dah pernah beli borang master tu ( kawanku si Liz) yg belikan. alih alih aku tak antar,si Liza plak dah tamat study pun , alangkah pemlasnya aku hehehe...

Aku rasa semangat aku ni jugak didorong olh cik adik yg sorang itu (NHMY) yg beria ia mengajak aku turut serta..tq tq tq..

Since the applicants for postgrad studies are required to get 2 referees ( 1 academic & 1 academician), aku telah memohon kerjasama boss ku & bekas lecturer ku Puan NH..

today IM on leave and early in the morning aku dah bergegas pi tangkap gambar ( uwaa, aku tengok muka aku makin tembam maa), then jumpa Puan NH at faculty, then submit the application format sek 7. All went good, so aku berysukur sangat2, aku ni bukannya apa, this is the last day for submission dan memandangkan aku ni selalu berbelah bagi, aku tekadkan diri, tak mo dah ubah2 fikiran, I have been delayed in this a long long time ago , so this time I need to go ahead..

If my application is approved, I'll be back to school on this December ..mmm.suspen sungguh, leh ke kau study ni hehehe, chaiyo chaiyo mas..

Doa doakanlah aku berjaya ya...

Bz aku bz...phewww

Since last week I was very busy with work @ the office. Since my team incharge for the centralised budget of knowledge investment in my organization ( for budgeting purpose), since last week departments ( abt 30 depts) need to submit to us their knowledge resources requirements for 2009. As usual, even we have set the deadline was last Friday, still we are waiting for many departments to submit their requirements. Once all of the depts have submitted, my team need to go thru tjeir wish list and compile / approve the budget into the system..pening aku pening,tak sedar aku wat keja , tetiba je dah petang waduh waduh...

I was also been questioned by my " adik" at the office..kak , kak jadi ke nak continue kungfu master nya ..wakakaka bukan kungfu mater laa ..masters program.. aku senyum2 teleng je..beria adik ni ajak akaknya yg malas ittew hehehe...takpa takpa Cik NHMY yg menaiki angsa hehe..kalau jadik kita jadik classmate k, kalau tak jadik, akak tetao jadik u punya officemate maa ..akak bagi semangat tang jauh...akak ni bukannya apa dik non, kejap akak rasa nak study, kejap plak akak suspen ngan my baby project " RFID" yg masih byk problemnya, kejap lagi plak akak panik ngan our KMC movement to SK, kejap lagi plak akak rasa nak try conceive hehehe mana satu daa...harap2 NHMY doa doa kanlah kakak mu yg pening & suka ketawa sensorang ketika tgh pening kat office ni ya..Haa, jangan kutuk2 akak, akak ni ur loyal brooch customer tau ..hahahha

abis camno jang, closing date for masters form tu this friday, aku pun tgh alkalam walkalibutt...
tengok je la nanti yek..

Love is in the air...

This friend of mine is falling in love rite now. I knew it, I knew it that she's really2 angau rite now. The way she smiles, walk n talk, it's so obvious that she's in love now. As a friend, Im happy when she's happy. Aku doakan moga2 kali ini her relationship with the man that she falls in love with will be dreams come tru n sampai ke jinjang pelamin la hendaknya, InsyaAllah.

Angau

Melihatkan keangauannya yg tahap cipan sambil matanya yg bersinar2 citer pasal bf dia, aku pun tumpang melayang2 mengenangkan pengalaman2 cintan cintun ku dolu2 hehehe..



Kalau tengah angau, memang aku gerenti perut aku kenyang, fikiran aku melayang2, asik terkennagkan si dia, anywehre anytime, bila dapat call @ sms, amboi rasa nak lompat je hahaha. Bila bab call n gayut kat tel plak jangan cakap la, I still remember masa tgh jiwang karat ngan my hubby , kami dok gayut telefon sampai bil hp dia jadik 1300++ per month, wallup..pernah my sis ckp agaknya org bercinta ni ckp apa yek lama2? korang tanya camni kot...



BF :" U dah makan ke belum?"

GF : "Dah."

BF:"Makan apa?"

GF : Makan Nasi ngan lauk ..."

BF : " Ooo makan nasi, nasi beras nya cap apa?"



hahaha, gila my sis, dia kata abistu bil beribu2 cakap berjam2 tu je la topiknya..eleh mcm la dia pun tak angau masa dia muda mudi kan..



Cinta perlukan perngorbanan?



I must admit this that when we really love someone, we are willing to do anything and sacrifice for that person. Bak kata Tan Sri P Ramlee dlm nyanyian dia..berkorban apa saja , harta ataupun nyawa, itulah kasih mesra, sejati dan mulia..



I still remember the story of one of my friends, she was engaged with this man that she met when she did her diploma. Being a lonely girl ( whilst all of her friends already have their own buah hati), she was really happy when she met this guy..she never had a bf before, not because she's not pretty, she's prettier than me. Maybe because it will takes time for her to be comfortable with a person that she just meet/know.

Let me name this girl as "A". after few months dating "A" decide to get engaged with "B". Surpirisingly, A informed me that she stayed at B's family's home with B's mom, dad and his youngest sister. When I ask thru our teleconversation, how's ur life at B's home with his family, she replied, Im OK, Im OK.

Few months later, she came n see me and stay overnite at my rumah sewa, she told me yang dia baru je putus tunang. I was even surprise when she said that the main reason was she has been abused by B's n family. Before she goes to work everyday ( she;s working at one of comm bank as executive), she needs to prepare the breakfast for B's family, once she back home in the nite, she had to cook for the family, and clean the house as well. Not only that , she has to spent her money for that family....when I asked why it took her so long to realize all that. She replied, I always thought "cinta perlukan pengorbanan"..ish ish ish menyirap je aku dengar..

Begitulah wanita..always sacrifice for love..

My Love Song with Hubby

I dont want to miss a thing by Aerosmith..( ST Armageddon movie)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I Don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall sleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I don’t wanna miss one smile
I don’t wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, and just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

I Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall sleep
‘Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
I don’t want to miss a thing

*Lagu yang bisa meruntuhkan keegoan aku dan dia

3 Hectic Days...

I've been stranded for 3 days since last Monday at PJ with other colleagues inlcuding our D and DD for our dept's 2009 planning activities. This is where we plan for our next year's goals, key performance indicators and finally the budget.

Based on the budget that we plan on human capital investment, I would say Im very lucky working with orgn that cares for its human capital capibility and development. Though it was a very hectic and packed days, I must admit that this kind of activities is good for our dept development and growth. Based on the sharing session from other colleagues and our bosses, there are many new things that I've learnt.

I can still remember, the earlierst day when I joined this orgn. I was just finished my degree, and got this job opportunity. At that time, I was totally zero, not to say the knowledge ( theoretical part) but on the working experience. I was young , at the age of 23, I know nothing abt working environemt. All of the procedures, red tape, people, not to forget the "office politics " term.

There were many sweet and bad memories that I've been thru. Thanks to Allah, at my 6th years in this orgn, I managed to cope with the changes, ICT, people, processes n the rest.
Alhamdulillah...My confidence level has also increase..

Dalam pada aku sibuk2 2-3 hari ni, sempat jugak aku bergaduh2 ngan teman ku ini hehee..ungkapan yg sering diucapkan lately ialah "sokong membawa rebah" wah wahh..angin je seluruh badan aku bila dengar ni, rasa nak cekik je tau tak..hahhaa..just because we have different opinions on the political issues happening around us, that doesn't mean I do not give my full morale support to you, okay ARD939 ..keep on moving for your career, I know, being a leader , you were born with that talent, so keep on moving to cope with your daily works and responsibilities ya..

Sementara itu, teman ku nan seorang ni plak, aiyoo kak kiah, manyak kesian tau i sama u, sabar yek,kena tunda ya ko punya hal, takpa, mcm aku cakap , ko kena sabar and tabah, this is just the beginning, whatever it is aku akan tetap sokong ko okay..

Friends...those sweet days 2

Sambil2 aku membelek gambar2 masa ngan kenkawan kat asrama dolu, aku pun terus terjebak mengimbau kenangan2 masa lalu ngan kenkawan kat UiTM Shah Alam ( masa aku masuk still lagi ITM)..

Manisnya bila mengingatkan yang aku telah terjebak ngan geng2 kepala poyos cam aku jugak..

It's all start during our Matriculation program at ITM. Although we're from different backgrounds & comes from diff places ( masih dlm planet yg sama la), somehow, it's just "ngam & gung ho" when we were together..ada ada je plan gila..nak nak plak kelas kat sek 2, alih2 aku kena roadblock ngan bebudak ni kat depan sek 2, alamatnya, patut2 aku attend class, dah tetiba class aku kat TGV Bukit Raja ..cess... mana tak nya, si Juju, Andy, Aidil, Fitra, Ila & Si Dia & aku malatopss dibuatnya kelas tu weii..

*Aku, Juju & Aidil yg poyos

Korang ingat lagi tak weii, kita pi rumah atuk si Andy kat kaki bukit Cameron Highland tu...kan ke kita mengalami misteri nusantara wakakkaa..berterabur lari..penakut sume2 ..lebih2 lagi Tuan ASP kita tu wakakkaa, how can I forget pengakuan jujur ko pada mlm itu tuan ASP, malam ni aku takda teluq, aku nak tidur ngan korang, aku takuttt....aiyooo pening aku ada ka patut budak lelaki takut, alih2 melompat tidur kat celah antara 2 budak ppuan ...confuse confuse ..hahhaha

Dan antara manis yang palingggg manis, bilamana disinilah berputiknya cinta dan bahang asmara aku dan dirinya (my hubby lovey), geng2 matriks ni la yg menjadi saksi, aku dan dia mula2 bercinta, pastu putus ( thanx kwn2 ku yg reliable, aidil & andy yg temankan aku tgk wayang gara2 frust menonggeng putus cinta), pastu alih2.. 4-tahun lepas tu, masa aku kat final year, dtg plak Si Dia ni balik, maka, bermulalah era pertunangan dan pernikahan dlm kadar segera..pelik, aku pun pelik, tapi Jodoh Pertemuan, Ajal & Maut, itu semua di tangan Allah kan..

Then..

Masa degree plak, jumpa geng2 lain..lebih sistematik, lebih displin & lebih skema dlm pelajaran wakkaka, aku lah yg mengajar depa2 ni supaya lebih santai & relaks masa belajar, jgn pressure sgt, kena pi jenjalan, kena ponteng kelas sama for balancing hahhaha..(Kudos to Kak Zatul, Adi, Shamsul,Menny, Nadia, Siti, Imah, Muhad, Zam)..Kak Zatul, I takkan lupa muka u yg panik & pucat masa En S, our lecturer gertak sapa yg tak attend kelas dia tu hahhaha, relaks ah kak, in whatever situation, kita tak leh panic..muka kena slamber..

* Kak Zatul ku yg sering kepucatan muka pabila lecturer teguq, awat tak dtg kelas ..hahhaa( aku ah sifu dia). Rata2 kalau kitaorg naik teksi ke, bas atau kemana mana mesti org ckp kami adik beradik..kami pun ..layannn hahhaha

* Adi, Kak Zatul, Aku & Menny @ Bukit Jalil..ada temasya sukan apa yekk, aku lupa lah weii..muka sumer gembira sungguh..

*Ini plak pics masa our our final year project ( PR) @ Sungai Besar-Space Science camp, bak kata Puan NH, punyalah hangat sambutan hinggakan, yg buta dtg betongkat, yang yg tua datang berpipih, apa lagi yek aku lupa ah.., Kuala Selangor, dapat A++ terus..malatopss kat faculty hehehe..( Tahniah pada group members, Kak Zatul, Mayumi, Nadia, Imah, Siti, Menny, Aku, Adi, Zam, Muhad,Shamsul & thanks to Puan NH)

Friends...those sweet days

Surprisingly, last 2 days I was on YM chat with a guy that I adore when I was in sekolah asrama at Seremban. Ohh, hehehe..he's married now, wow, though it has been abt 12 years, I can feel my heartbeat goes like LRT train while chat with him..hahhaha ( Credit to Ita Pumpkin, because of u aku dapat chat ngan si Shaggy ni)


Rentetan dari peristiwa terkezut ini, balik je rumah aku start open album gambo lama lama dolu..rindu..memang aku rindu all of my friends..those sweet days kat asrama, being a naughty group of girls @ asrama ( Kudos to aku, Ita, Dayah, Comel, Kak Sabar & Sirah), we have been placed at the dorm - highest floor of the asrama building when we enter to Form 5, ala ala dok kat Pulau Jerjak le pasai nakai sesangat masa form 4..

*Gambo budak2 nakal yg dihantar ke Pulau Jerjak kat asrama tingkat 4..



* Minah2 yang berjaya memboloskan diri untuk mandi manda kat Casey..sumer control cun sekali kena serbu wakakka..sumer menyelam pucat



Although dah banyak kali kena denda cuci tandas le, apa le, still, we just happy & being ourselves, sneak out from hostel sampai 2-3 kali kena tangkap ..gara - gara mandi kat Casey, makan kat A&W sorromban weii..we have no fears, we just enjoy our friendship and our asrama live..


Di saat we have been caught during menyelam @ Casey, the whole school, the whole asrama dok ejek kami, popular sekejapp, sampai nak pi makan kat kantin pun payah, abang2 form 6 asik jeling2 gelak2, biasa la bila dah fofular akak akak plak yang hangin ngan kitaorg..waduhh cabaran sungguh..masa ni la si Shaggy memainkan peranan nya memberi sedikit support pada our group..syahdu sungguh aku syahdu..

Kepada kawan2 ku tersayang, walau dimana korang berada, aku masih lagi menyanyikan lagu fav kita sempena persahabatan kita dulu..Seribu Impian..by Casey..betapalah minatnya kita menyanyikan lagu ni smapai tempat air tejun yg kita mandi masa kena tangkap nganh warden tu kita panggey" Casey"psttt kod rahsia wakakkaa


"Disenjakala begini..Teringat kembaliTeman-teman lama dahulu..Yang pernah sama mengharungi..Pahit dan manis dirasa..Sehati sejiwa..Tak mungkin ku lupakan segalaSaat suka dan duka..


Susah dan senang kita bersama..Rentasi rintangan yang ada..Tiada sempadan yang memisahkan..Kasih sesama kita walau badai tiba


Seribu impian pernah pun kita binaDemi masa depan...Tenggelam jauh dalam khayalan..
Di buai alam mimpi..


Kenangan lalu menjelmaTeringat kembali..Di ketika bergurau senda..Mesranya kita bersama..

Seribu impian indah menghias jiwaBagaikan permata...Setinggi langit biru, mimpi kita
Abadi selamanya"


Uwaaa mengalir air mata aku weii nyanyi lagu ni sambey teringat citer kita dolu2..

Dan Pemenangnya ialah...

Today, we have the department's staff meeting + Dept's Recognition Program announcement. Our dept.'s recognition program is organised twice per year. Basically, in our orgn, every depts are encourage to have the staff recognition program to appreciate the staff contributions.

Pendek kata, this staff award akan menambahkan motivasi para staf untuk bekerja dengan lebih komited dan berdedikasi. Usually the prize will be some amount of money & certificate.

Untuk rekod, I've been awarded the winner for " Leadership " category for last year ( dengan muka poyo hehehhe). So aku tak expect apa apa la this time.

Tetiba, jeng jeng jeng, masa aku tiba je kat meeting room tu geng2 kecoh sumer dah dok usik2 aku suurh pi touch up wakakaka..aitt rupanya dapat lagi this year, " Teamwork" award, tapi bukan aku sorang je with my RFID project's team..Alhamdulillah, yg paling aku banggakan all of the members punya commitment to complete the RFID tagging tasks within the short period.

So, aku as the Team Leader la kunun kununnya dengan poyo nya sekali lagi ke depan and received the award from our Director, Puan AA.

Tapi bab yang paling bestnya, bab makan2 lepas tu ...ada beriani, ada seekor kambing panggang , waduh waduh there goes all my diet program..Yummy Yummy

Sunday Morning

Di pagi Ahad yang bening,

Aku tetiba semangat nak menjalankan kerja kerja pencucian ala ala bibik indon gitu..sambey aku cuci baju sambey aku vacuum seluruh rumah, abis vacuum aku pi cuci bilik ayaq..abis sume aku bikin mencuci hingga berkilat my home phewww penat sehh

At 9 a.m ++ , King bangun tanya ada apa, lapaq ahh, wah wah, King is always King, aku cakap takda apa jom kluar( Queen tunjuk power)so kami pun bersiap pi pekena bfast kat kedai mamak KD..balik tang kedai mamak, King aku plak bersungguh2 membantu mengemop shingga shining2 sungguh laa, tq tq, u lap rumah , i lap u, hahaha.. then King sambung zzzz,

At 4 p.m. King bangun alih2 ajak pi lunch..pk punya pk discuss punya discuss mcm Tom & Jerry punya bertekak, we decided to go to One U makan @ Chilli's..yg benarnya, tekak kitaorg ni tekak Melayu, tapi sesaja once in a blue moon, nak try western..

Lepas makan2 gitu, merayap2 sat, tetiba besa lah kan, kat shopping Mall, mata perempuanku melilau lilau nampak baju2, kasut handbag & sewaktu dengannya, tetiba kakiku melangkah masuk kedai M.R, cuba punya cuba terus sambar 2 blouse, ahaaa I like lagipun dah lama dah aku tak shopping blouse..aku beli sebab aku rasa comfortable and macam sweet & nice je bila aku pakai, wahh, sweet ke??

aje aku terus melaram depan cermin ittew hahaha, dari kejauhan aku dapat rasakan ada mata memandang sambey mengeluh..beli baju lagi..sabar ya Bang..

Short Term Goal

I've been married for 5 years +++ with my dearest hubby from Indera Kayangan . Still, we are waiting for a baby..

Memandangkan aku pun dah start asik jeles ( aku pun kaki jeles gak beb) tengok kawan2 yang married the same date with us/ after us dah ada 2-3 orang anak, my hubby & I decide to go for a baby as our short term goal that we need to achieve a.s.a.p

Last 2 years aku dah pernah check kat LPPKN ngan hubby, hubby punya sperm test marvellous, aku plak undergo HSG kat Damansara Specialist Centre, the result was ok, my tubes are ok, no block, no cyst..abis mendenya yg tak okay?? confuse confuse

now , dah 2 weeks start back the infertility treatment with Dr Zamri at DEMC Shah Alam. Last week, Dr Zamri gimme Clomiphine , so this morning pegi cek folikel aku, scan punya scan, telur aku ada tapi, ada tetapinya..size telur tak cukup plak..min size is 18mm-22mm, size aku ni 11mm++ je..hmmm ada sesapa ke tau camna nak bagi size telur ni besaq weiii

The 1st Step

There's always a first step for us in our life..and today is my first step to have my own blog..ahaaa, I guess Im moving forward 1 step advance in my life..pheww after few years I keep reading other people blogs, now it's my turn..yehaaa

My Feeling rite now..I feel happy for my self , a bit worried if this is gonna be just angat2 tahi ayam..hhahahaha, nevertheless I keep promising myself to continuously active with my blog..for my own achievement & satisfaction