Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

Akhirnya, last weeked , aku disahkan hamil about 4-5 weeks.

Friday Night(21 Nov 2008) - 1st pregnancy test using Clear Blue..the result was positive
mengigil seluruh badan tapi masih tak puas hati , discussed with hubby and decided that we need to do the pregnancy test at clinic

Saturday ( 22 November 2008) -

8.30 a.m. arrived at Klinik Anis Sek 2 (Panel Klinik), done the urine test and Dr said there's a 2nd line appear shows, meaning that Im pregnant..tapi the 2nd line was not very clear so need to come again after a week and do the scanning

10 a.m. after breakfast, still unsatisfy whether it's true that Im pregnant or not, both my hubby and I went to see Dr Zamri at DEMC to get his consultation/ views. Dr Zamri staright away scan my tummy, and yes it is confirmed that Im pregnant..Alhamdulillah..and Dr required for me to come after Raya haji to determine usia kandungan and due date..

dlm keta , dlm perjalanan pulang..both of us terdiam..dan secara tiba2 I was cried, sayu, terharu, sayu sgt rasanya...inilah kebesaran Allah..after almost 6 years we have been waiting and to the extend that keghairahan aku to conceive menurun coz I was give up, Allah gives us this baby..

I was cried and cried, not because I sad but because Im too happy and never think that I will get this chance..this is a miracle and great gifts from Allah though I have done many things wrong

Alhamdulillah dan semoga Allah mepermudahkan segala urusan kami..pada kawan2 yg mendoakan, terima kasih tak terhingga..

Coffee, Copy ?

Aku la ni yg tengah tensi tensi tetiba teringat kesedapan meminum ice blended coffee kat Starbucks last month ( br 1st time daa pi Starbucks sepanjang hayat ni with hubby)..reason we went there sbb dpt complimentary voucher from HSBC maa..free kan pi je la..

aku teringat kisah aku pasal coffee ni

Date : in 2003 ( br setahun jagung in my orgn)
Situation : in my office, entertained visitors from Bank of Maldives ke Mauritius that came for a study visits
Watak2 Utama: aku, my colleague kak bon and my boss en g...and 3 visitors abang2 neg...

the main briefing is handled by my boss, im waiting for my turn next..so aku ni yg takd aapa apa pengalaman jadilah nervousnya kepalang..rasa nak terkenc...pun ada waduss and start cakap sorang2 dlm hati sbb ketakutan sgt ngeh ngeh

tetiba my boss called my name and said, Mas, please make a copy of this for him , please ..aku? my sponatneous reaction was sambey ckp ok, yes, aku pi tuang coffe ke dalam cawan mamat2 3 ekor tu ....tteiba aku rasa sumer org pandang kat aku..then kak bon sounds aku. phootstat la doc tu

hah! baru aku perasan ..hahaha aku tengok boss aku nak gelak tapi dia kesian tgk muka aku pucat dia cover je la..aku plak.aduhaii merah muka menahan malu ..

lessons learnt...apa apa pun, 1st do not panic ..dek kerana terlampau panic, coffe ngan copy pun aku tak leh nak differentiate..

sabo je la kan

Rahsia Besar

i dunno why..lately one by one people around me came and see me and wanted to share with me their rahsia besar..and automatically when they classified it as rahsia besar, that means i cant tell anybody and have to think about it wow! such a big deal for me..

and more and more people around me come and see me , asking me to give a view n solution for them..

and rite now, after so many rahsia besar, im sorry i cant take it anymore..coz once i know people around me are suffering, having a problem I will start think, deep thinking sampaikan tgh2 malam aku boleh terjaga ..aterr pening kepala teman memikiorkannya..

to those yg dah informed me earlier, apa yg mas mampu fikirkan, itulah yg terbaik yg mampu mas beri dan harap terimalah seadanya..

to those yg nak mengimformkan to me, mas minta maaf ya, kepala dah berat sgt ni...

aku teringat lagi kakak aku dok tarik aku ckp kat aku, ayang, tlg simpan tau ni rahsia besar, my reaction? sponatneously aku lari wakaka

hmmm yg aku tak tahan lagi tu..yg akan jadik mangsa kena picit2 kepala aku yg pening memikiorkan masalah teman2 ialah cik abang kat rmh hehehe..

Serupa Tapi Tak Sama

This morning, around 9.40 a.m., aku yg terlewat masuk office 5 minutes dengan kelam kabutnya dipanngil and my boss asked me to give a briefing and a physical tour to our visitors from other countries.

aku pun ngan confidentnya, bla bla bla..sampai 1 section aku ckp la, as a ...., we do collect the annual reports and relevant publications from other central banks in the world. tetiba one of the mr tanya, doyou also collect ours? yes yes, aku dengan muka confident sotong capai la this publication..here sir..this is ur bank AR

sekali, one of the Mr tergeleng2 sambil mencapai another publication adn said, no not that one, this is the one, this is ours..

erk..penddengaran aku td boss aku ckp depa ni from pakistan..lorr rupa rupanya..bangladesh..wadusss,apakah aku ini main hantam karomo saje..tengok features muka serupa tapi rupanya tak sama hahaha..aku tahan je gelak..maaf la ya mr mr visitors..

Back to School

After all the upset, sadness and frustration week at d office, I received the offer letter for me to go back to school, Alhamdulillah..rasa syukur sesangat and terubat hati dan semangat ni rasanya..

I'm required to register on 13 Dec 2008 and I'll be doing the Masters of Knowledge Management. If everything is ok, I'll start my class by end of Dec ..that means I can only go for short holiday only..few things to be prepared:

• To buy stationaries ( For pencil case, I already got present from my niece..she brought me a nice pink karer Liz Clairbone pencil case from US..woww wiee hehe)
• To inform n seek approval from my DD and M to change my flexi hours from 8-5 only coz my class will start at 6.30 p.m. for 3-4 days per week
• To buy new clothes n necessary accessories..kasi semangat maa mau pi kelas
• To buy school bag
• A pair of new school shoes perharps..erk

Apa - apa pun I feel happy , excited and a bit worried whether I'm able to cater all of the responsibilities or not, home, work, school, family..hmmm kasi ana phening la haha..another thing, aku ni dah 6 years ++ tak baca buku2 ilmiah dan kerja2 menelaah ni..mmm boleh ke aku study ni ...layannnn

For friends and bloggers yg singgah2 sini yg bagi Mas support and advice about my frustration tu, terima kasih banyak2 ya..semoga Tuhan mempermudahkan urusan kalian

Alhamdulillah and to Abang, thank u very much for everything, despite of all things that we've been thru all this while, we're still together..

"You were my strength when I was weak, You were my voice when I couldn't speak, You were my eyes when I couldn't see, You saw the best there was in me, Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, You gave me faith 'coz you believed, I'm everything I am, Because you loved me .."

Kekhilafan Diri

Aku memang rasa down sangat the whole week..puncanya? Kerana perasaan amarahku terhadap seseorang di office ku ( Miss A) & juga action taken by our superior (Mr B)..

Kenapa aku marah?

• Miss A suka main fakta atau auta
• Exaggerate ala ala Tamil film
• Depan cakap A, bekakang cakap C...Z

Kenapa aku tak puas hati?

• Miss A telah membuat aduan kepada Mr B tanpa pengetahuanku, dan apabila aku telah mengetahuinya accidentally melalui Mr B, aku marah sebab Mr B seharusnya memanggil both of us (aku dan Miss A) to clarify things...and give both of us opportunity to explain and so on..
• Statement made by Miss A about our support staff, boleh mengakibatkan our relationship and teamwork jadi hancuss. All this while b4 Miss A came to our dept, everything is ok, kalau ada pun cuma gaduh2 kecil dan settle
• How can Miss A expect me to respect her when she didnt have that attitude towards me and others, all this while she has been yelled at me for 4-5 times and this time bila aku tak tahan aku raise over kan volume aku sket, she claimed i shouted at her and the whole dept can hear..exaggerate, that's the accurate word.

Aku yang tak pernah marah atau mengamuk at d office for 6 years, I've been here, jadi lost control and get so angry on that day..air yg tenang jangan disangka takda buaya..and please dont take me for granted, I know Im nobody compared to Miss A and Mr B that have been in this orgn for 20 years ++, but hey I do have my own dignity and I also have feelings too..

My feelings rite now?

Aku masih rasa down sangat2, maybe ini semua berpunca dr aku sendiri, gagal mengawal kemarahan, dan mungkin juga ini dugaan untuk aku yg telah banyak berdosa..hmmm Allah nak tunjukkan aku sesuatu mungkin, it's a signs from him..ya setelah aku renung renungkan , ini semua berpunca dr kekhilafan diri aku..Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan menempuhi semua ini..dan ampunilah segala dosa dosa ku..

Dan disaat saat begini, terasa betapa berharganya seseorang yg bernama suami kepadaku ..after all I realize he's ths ource of my strength too..

Hidden Talent

Monday , 3 Nov 2008 - after work,since my hubby is still away, called my sis in law and ajak her merayap2 at Shah Alam..she, as usual, pantang diajak, menjadi aje..

Fetched sis in law at Giant sek 13, reached SACC at 6.45 p.m. and parked my car there. Strait away went to PKNS. Pusing punya pusing, SIL try2 baju at the booth G floor, mcm2 baju, name it kurung, kebaya , pahang, riau suma ade..tak cantik jerkk kat body dia.

since she keep mentioned she needs a nice kurung or kebaya for her graduation day soon, bring her to my fav baju kuurng shop - Four H Design, I like..she tried one kebaya..waa so nice fit at her body..dia dah jadik tak keruan..

cek2 price RM 259, dia dah lemah je, so melihat kemurungan dia,bermulalah sesi tawar menawar:

me - Kak, mahalnya 259..bape boleh kurang ni? 200 boleh kak?

akak kedai- tak leh dik 200 tak untung , jahitan ngan cutting kami ni elok, cantik kain dia pun cantik..

me - alaa kak, kata sale, mana nya , saya ni selalu dah mai sini kak, ni saya bawak customer baru plak, akak ipar saya ni..kurang la lagi kak

akak kedai- k la, abis kurang akak bagi 220 ..tu pun dah kira sale ni

me - erkk, menjadi gak tawar menawar ni hehe (dalam hati maa)..then, alaa kak, saya ni dah 2 tahun lebih dah dtg kedai akak , since dr kedai lama lagi ..saya sllau tempah , beli baju kurung riau ngan kurung pahang kat sini, asal raya je saya dtg sini, kasi 200 dah la kak..

akak kedai- tak leh dik, jangan camtu, kita kat sini jual yg elok je tau, kualiti 220 tu dah sale dah tu kalau tak, tak dapatnya..

(meanwhile my akak ipar sepatah pun tak berdetik wakakka, muka terkebil2 je, walla bukannya nak support statement mengong aku wakakaka)

me - kak, boleh ah kak, 200 saya ni kak apa apa pun tudung haritu sumer saya beli ka sini, kan kak kann kann sambey memandang akak yg lagi sorang ..akka tu pun terangguk angguk, ya tau dik ..

akak kedai- ok la 2oo dah tak leh kurang dah..

me - yezza , bestnya kak, 200 camni la best, nanti akak ipar saya ni datang lagi slalu2 dia ni kaki membeli gak, saya pun akan terus membeli kat sini hehe..and sis in law pun terlompat keriangan

terus my sis in law nak ambik sepasang lagi wakkaka..so finally aku tawar2 lagi, 2 pasang 390 , so cost saving:

1st nego - 259 - 220
2nd nego - 220 - 200
3rd nego - 390 for 2 pairs

** cost saving of RM 128 from the original price..yezza

ngeh ngeh ngeh..tak kusangka , now i know, i have that talent to persuade people and dlm bidang tawar menawar hehehe..I think this has validated my theory that my nego skills has been improved tremendously after I managed to nego for the cost saving of my company amounting of RM 100K++ hehe...so aku tak la SS kann

puas hati cukup puas hati with my hidden talent and especially dapat makes my sis in law happy hehehe

Beautiful Saturday

• Settle all the chores by 9 a.m., woke hubby up, get ready and by 10 a.m. we are ready for our date today .


• 1st thing - Bought McD's burgers at KD, then straight away to Cineleisure Mutiara Damansara. Plan to watch any interesting movie by 11 a.m. Im more interesting to watch the lite2 one, as usual hubby will go for citer2 seram or action movie..well he's the boss we watched "The Coffin" a Thai's horror movie.
  

The Coffin's Synopsis

• It is inspired by a controversial but real Thai ritual where thousands of people turn up at a temple north-east of Thailand to lie in coffins because they believe this rids them of bad luck and prolong life.


• Chris (hensem sungguh mamat ni, nama apa lupa lak aku nak tanya), goes through the ritual to save his dying fiancee, Mariko. Sue, a nutritionist from Hong Kong visits Thailand and does the same to save herself from cancer, one week before her wedding.


• After that, both of them experience what appear to be miracles. To Chris' delight, Mariko awakes from her coma.. Sue not only survives a car accident,, but also finds out that her cancer is gone.


• However, strange and frightening things start to happen. Chris and Mariko are haunted by a woman in white, and her baby. Sue's fiancee, Jack dies suddenly in a car accident but spirit still lingers around her.


• With the help of a professor specialising in paranormal cases related to the ritual, they set out to exorcise the ghosts haunting them and reverse the wheel of Karma.

My 2 cents review on d movie

• Aku suka tengok scene yg cantik dia awal2 citer tu when the hundreds / thusands of coffins area arranged in a circle around the gigantic buddha before the ritual..seram and yet it was a beautiful scenery


• Citer ni memang agak seram gak..and there is a time where u dah lie down tapi tetiba fuhhh nak gugur jantung den ..


• Pengajaran yg paling bermakna ialah, hidup di dunia ni memang Tuhan dah tentukan peraturannya dan kita sbg manusia harus terima dan jangan cuba2 nak mengubah ketentuan dan aturan Si Pencipta..it's about the tale of living and dying


• Out of 5, I give 3 and half stars for this movie..tak rasa rugi la pi terpacak pepagi buta kat the Curve tu..nak kata bestt sgt marvellous tu tak la

After watched d movie, we went for a lunch at Muhibbah Seafood Restaurant, TTDI..sedap gak..
Then, aku blm rasa nak balik lagi..hubby tanya nak pi mana ni..aku dlm hati berdoa..tak mo balik rmh lagi hehe..tetiba dia kata nak kena pi KL jap phuhh..take the opportunity to umpan him with abang, kat medan mara tu kan ada reflexeology yg org2 buta tu..kata lenguh2 kaki dah terlanjur ke KL jom ah pi situ ..dia terus agreed..

psstt yg benarnya aku nak pi buat facial kat medan mara tu..aku dah usha baik punya yesterday masa temankan si amoi tempah baju kebaya merahnya mak ngah dia tu..lessons learnt, in any negotiations, always go for a win-win situation for both parties hehe..so ended up by hubby went for his reflexeology and myself yummy yummy for a shiokkk facial treatment..yezza..ya it's a beautiful saturday with hubby ..before hb OS for another 3-4 days uwaaaa..bila pk pk balik,so sapa yg terrer negotiation skills ni me or my hubby wakaka..